I Miss my Lover

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As I ran through the halls, all I could think about was Draco. I chose him, and I didn't regret it. Draco was my soulmate, and we would find our way back to each other eventually. But for now, I had to get over him.

"Hermione!" I called once I saw her.

"What's wrong?" She asked as I pent over trying to catch my breath. "Do you know where Harry is?" I asked.

"I saw him go into the bathroom, I think he was crying but I didn't want to bother him. Why?" She said pointing the way of the bathroom.

"Thanks. I'll explain later." I began to run again.

When I busted through the door Harry spun around wiping his tears away fast.

I had no idea what to do. I had hurt his feelings and I didn't know if I could fix it. But I had to try. After all, I did smell him in the amortenia.

I gave him a sympathetic look and he smiled weakly holding back his tears. I began fast walking to him. He met me half way and our lips smashed together. I tangled my fingers in his hair and he pulled me into him.

He was a fairly good kisser. Once we parted our lips I stared into his eyes. Tears filled them and began to fall over. "It's ok." I whispered and he laid his head on my shoulder burying his head into my neck. My fingers ran through his hair trying to calm him.

"I love you Harry." I whispered in his ear as a tear fell down my face.

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                         2 months later

Me and Harry have been dating for  two months. He makes me some what happy. Though, he's no where near as good as Draco. Speaking of him, I can't feel his emotions anymore. I've never been more empty.

Me and Harry were in the room of requirements on our 'weekly date.'

"Well we should probably head to bed." He said standing up. He lifted me to my feet kissing me on my forehead. Our eyes met and we stared for awhile.

His lips smashed onto mine kissing me passionately. I kissed him back, obviously.

The kiss lasted for awhile, getting used to the taste of a new person. He pulled away giving me a look that asked if what we were doing was ok. I looked at him with my lust filled eyes and tilted my head to the side giving him an invitation to kiss my neck. And so he did.

Suddenly the door opened and we flew apart. Once I focused on who it was sadness overcame me. Draco stood there, staring, with sadness and fear in his eyes. Before either of us could say anything, he turned around and ran. "Draco!" I yelled and began to run. Harry grabbed my arm stopping me. "Let go of me!" I snapped. He stood in silence before letting go.

I ran out. Faster then ever, turning corners, looking in classrooms, but I couldn't find him. "Pansy!" I yelled once I saw her.

Me and Pansy hadn't talked much since I started dating Harry. "What." She said annoyed. I brushed off her horrible tone. "Did you see where Draco went?" I asked. "Yes. Common room." She pointed to the common room. "Thank you!" I said and turned away. She grabbed my arm like Harry did. "You really hurt him Lia." She had a sad expression.

"I know. I'm trying to fix this mess." A tear fell down my face. "I regret the past two months and now j just have to hope Draco still loves me. Because everyone knows I will always love him." I sighed. "Go get him." She smiled.

I ran to the common room, there was no sign of him, well, until I heard screaming. Screaming in pain.

I ran up the stairs to the boys sleeping chambers scared to open the door. Scared of what I would see, or how he would react. I pushed all of my thoughts down and opened the door. I walked in and closed it fast. I walked in looking for him, hearing nothing.

There he was, sitting with his knees to his chest crying in silence. He stared into space as if he were in a trance.

Draco's POV:

I walked to the room of requirements like I did everyday. It held a lot of memories of me and Amelia. Sneaking out at night, our dates, everything. It was my reminder that we were ever a thing, and I didn't just dream it.

I opened the door revealing the one thing I had been avoiding for the past two months. Harry kissing her neck. Lia didn't seem to be enjoying it as much as she did with me, but it still hurt. I felt emotions for the first time in awhile.

I didn't say anything, just ran. Tears streamed down my cheeks. People stared confused as I ran.

I made my way up to the sleeping chambers, where I knew nobody would be. It felt like a bubble formed inside me on the verge of bursting. And when it did, it hurt.

I was crying so hard I was practically screaming. I fell to the floor wrapping my arms around my knees trying to hold myself together. Seeing that set me off. All the pain I felt in two months flooded in.

I stopped screaming, just replaying what I saw in my head. I was torturing myself. I couldn't hear anything, just ringing and my vision was blurred.

I felt like I was dying. I let someone in. I let someone love me, and I got hurt. Exactly what I expected.

Amelia's POV:

I sat down next to him staring into his now red puffy eyes. He was expressionless. As if dead. I couldn't see him like this. I felt how much I'd hurt him.

I put my hand to his cheek and he jumped looking at me. "I'm sorry." I whispered as tears formed in my eyes.

He but his hand on top of mine and closed his eyes. After a few seconds, he crumbled. He laid his head on my shoulder.

After awhile we both stopped crying. We sat in silence. Every once in awhile I would look down to see if he's fallen asleep but he never did.

Hours past. Just silence.

Until now. He broke it. "I miss my lover." He whispered, his voice raspy. "I miss mine too." I whispered.

We continued to sit in the silence. "Draco?" I broke it this time. "Yeah?" He lifted his head off of me. "I need you to kiss me. Kiss me like you really mean it ple-" with that his lips pressed onto mine.

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