park jihoon + kim junkyu
requested by : none
warnings : sensitive topics ( abuse, strong language etc. )
genre : idk if i would consider this a angsty one I'm not shure KSJSKJS°.✩┈┈∘*┈ ✨ ┈*∘┈┈✩.°
[ junkyu p.o.v ]
" you're so fucking useless ! "
I backed myself up against a wall, heart palpitating in my chest.
" s-stop " I begged, as my father walked closer with a broken glass bottle, breathe and clothes reeking of alcohol.
I grimaced.
" you worthless piece of shit ! you deserve nothing " he said, aggressively kicking me in the stomach.
blood spilled out of my mouth, head throbbing.
" p-please sto-p.. " I whimpered in pain.
this happens every month, every week... every night. tonight was the worst. he had just lost a bet.. and i didnt have any money to give him. to pay it off.
" where is the money ?! " he said, punching my face on every word.
he then proceeded to hold up the broken bottle and held it above my head.
I tried to avoid the hit, and thankfully protected my head. but the bottle came bashing down on my arm, causing it the bleed profusely.
I hissed and squeezed my eyes shut in pain, tears falling down my face.
I mustered up the remaining energy I still had in my almost lifeless body to get up and run out the door.
rain fell heavily from the sky, adding to the feeling of misery welling up in my throat.
" great now i can be injured, homeless, miserable and all by myself " I muttered under my breathe.
I never told my friends about my family or this problem I had at home. It's not like i didnt trust them but I didnt want them to worry about me.
i sighed, as i sat on a wet bench, water still beating down on my body.
I took off my jacket and took a good look at the wound on my arm. my shirt was soaked with blood.
i made a futile attempt to use my wet jacket to cover my shivering body.
I closed my eyes and prayed that things would magically get better.
just then I felt the beads of water suddenly stop falling.
had it finally stopped raining ?
I looked up, hoping to see the cloudless, dark, rainless sky but instead saw a teenage boy, about my age, staring down at me with curiosity and a hint of concern in his eyes. ( holding an umbrella )
" uh.. hi ? " he's probably going to call me disgusting.
" are you alright ? "
I was shocked.
" ... no not really.. " I confessed.
" you're bleeding ! " he said in realisation, carefully picking up my arm.
I hissed at the sharp pain.
" do you need me to get you home ? or to the hospital ? "
" no ! " tears pooled up in my eyes. " never home.. nor the hospital... i-i cant afford it.. "
I'm such an embarrassment. already a grown adult but cant even take care of myself.
" you know what.. thank you for your concern... but i got it.... " I looked down and tried to make myself comfortable on the bench, before yelping in pain at my bruised leg.
" I dont care you're coming with me " he said with a grin.
I gave him a look of confusion.
he stuck out his hand and gestured for me to take it.
" you're going to stay at my house and you saying no is not an option "
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" you should take a warm bathe " the stranger, who I found out, was name jihoon.
" I dont think that's a good idea.. you see.. it's going to hurt alot.. "
he cocked his head to the side.
I sighed before rolling my jeans up carefully and pulling my drenched shirt up above my head, revealing the cuts and bruises and bloods all above my pale body. also the humongous cut on my arm, blood trickling down my arm to my hand. traces on blood on the corners on my mouth.
I was a mess.
instead of insulting me and calling me a fat, worthless slob, jihoon slowly stepped forward and carefully wrapped his arms around my upper torso, holding my shaking body in his embrace.
" I'm not sure what happened or who did this to you, but just know that you're beautiful just the way you are. " he brushed the tip of his thumb and rubbing the blood off the corner of my lips.
my face flushed red.
no one ever compliments me. no one ever liked me for who I was...
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words : 714
oof this one is pretty long dang ok I'm probably going to make a part 2 of this :D also I srsly need to upgrade my vocabulary like I stsly only know like 3 words smh ight bye ~ jayda <\3
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