goodbye love[12]

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it was almost about that time for camp to be over, just a few days left to go and I don't even have my answer, a proper genuine answer...kissing kuroo back wasn't really enough I feel like.
Has it really taken me this long?
I almost feel bad because It has been takeing me this long!
I only hope kuroo is ok with this.
I hope it hasn't been nagging him, cause lately his practice ways are diffrent than usal.

"Hey tsukishima"
Kuroo turned on the bed to face me (we were laying down)
"Do you think I'm....annoying to you?"
Kuroo sighs not looking at me directly, I take a minute to respond then useing my hand I raised his face to look at me.
"I don't think you're annoying what makes you think that, kuroo?"

Kuroo looks down with his eyes, then back up.
"This is so...childish...I just have bad dreams that you hate me alot...I'm sorry I shouldn't even be bothering you about this...you are probably really tierd-"
He turns around but I get up and move him back, now I'm on top of him (Don't take it the wrong way guys)
"Kuroo...are you crying!"
Kuroo wouldn't stop squirming around so I kept haveing to hold him so he could stay still, I had to talk to him...somehow.
"IM...not CRYING! this isn't even that serious but I made it that way!"

"Kuroo....listen, not once have I actally found you annoying. I mean maby at first, but that's how I always was...dont let this dream of yours take over your perception of how I feel about you!"

I sigh after I have said that, but kuroo was still crying...actally crying!
It kinds hurt me a bit...
"Then how DO you FEEL!? iv been hammering my brain over thinking about how you feel about me!

....
Silence quickly fled the room, I don't know what my expression was but it probably was suprised.
And after awhile of him calming himself down I thought I should just, tell him.

"Kuroo, I didn't know you were going though that...waiting for me to tell you.
I...really love you alright!! I truly do! You changed me! And it was in a good way! I love you....you...
Cute asshole!"

Kuroo was practically blushing right in front of me, and smileing really widely...his eyes litarlly glowing with joy.

And
We kissed, well I mean I started it this time...this time it felt right, really right.

"After this...do you think we can go on a date?..."
Kuroo was holding both my cheeks
"Of course"
I giggled, and so did he.

It was a Pretty wholesome time.

MAbY nOt a lIttLe aFtEr.
BUt iLl lEAve yOu tO yOur oWn thoughts oN tHis oNe

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The next morning had came, I was feeling pretty refreshed, and very happy.
But enough of that me and kuroo were just getting ready to go eat breakfast...when we got there we got a FEW STARES...mostly suga was looking at me...looking though my soul actally.
"Good...morning???"

"He's going to attack us we need to stay back"
Kuroo said as he grabs my hand and pulls me away.
"Well goodmorning tsukishima, looking more happy than usal DID SOMETHING HAPPEN??!"
Tanaka was fluttering his eyes at me when me and kuroo sat at the lunch table.
"Tsukki is a bo-"

Just Me stopping kuroo from his sentence.
"Wow didn't expect that!...SAD MAN!"
Tanaka busts out laughing
"I thought I heard SOMETHING HAHAH!"
Nishinoya...said to tanaka...these two are to close of friends I swear.

"At least I'm not single, unlike you two you can't even get a girl to like you, With your perverted minds I see why."
That being said I fix my glasses and
Kuroo starts laughing
"Need some bandaids for the scratches on your knees after being dragged? HA!"

I couldn't help but laugh as well as kuroo did.
"I-...have no words"
Tanaka crossed his arms and just looked away pouting.
"Wow"
Nishinoya says after.
Then.
It went quite. Kuroo was just looking at me with a smirk "what?" I asked wanting to know why he was giveing me that look
"Oh nothing, I just like looking at you"
He seemed to start
"payback for looking at my ass without permission~"
He wispered into my ear so no one would hear him, rather the two sitting across from us.
"K-kuroo! Shut up!" I felt my face getting red quickly
"You're so easy to tease now~ I love it"
He said with muffled words from eating rice.
I had already finished quickly without realizing.


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(Few days later...Time to go home)

It was finally time for us to head home, I could feel the tears wanting to come...I didn't want to leave kuroos side now, or else I might feel lost.
"Tsukishima" Kuroo says not heading to his bus yet
"Yes, kuroo?"
I responded blandly...sadly.
Then feeling soft lips touch my own, kuroo lightly kissed me...those butterflys comeing back to me once more.
"I love you and I'll see you again, blondie"
Kuroo smiled rubbing my hair and then off he went...to the bus, as embarrassing as this is...I started crying but I didn't feel to bad, others were sad to leave there good friends to, though kuroo was more than a friend, I can gladly say that.

And just like that we started leaveing, I sat next to yamaguchi as usal
"Tsukishima, you will see him one day...even if your far"
Yamaguchi stated, he tried cheering me up but thay didn't work.
"I know I will..."

"I hope"


The end












And that's it! The book is finished...though if you guys wantttt I can make a chapter where they go to see eatch other??? I always can.
But anyway
I hope you guys enjoyed this story, tell me what rare ship you wanna see next? I really enjoy makeing these!!

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