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GRAMMATICAL AND TYPOGRAPHICAL ERRORS AHEAD. ENJOY READING :D

I have a boyfriend and 6 years na kami. I still remember How I met him on Facebook, yes you read it right .
I just met him on Facebook by accident. Why accident?
May inedit kasi akong video ng kalokohan namin ng mga kaibigan ko and I accidentally send it to him akala ko kay Drew ko naisend. I logged out laughing after that.
Then pag online ko ulet nagtaka ako kasi may nagchat? Like. Who the hell is this one? I opened the convo. I got shocked kasi sa kanya ko pala naisend ung Video. Nakakahiya. Binasa ko 'yung chat nya.

'hey cutie,are you the one who edited this video?'
'hala kuya sorry,akala ko kay Drew ko naisend. Diko kasi naicheck eh'-ako
'nah, it's fine. Natawa ngako eh hahahahaha'

Gawd Aki nakakahiya ka!

'Luh nakakahiya kuya sorry talaga'
'okay lang un,by the way I'm Drei'
'Aki' I simply replied.

There goes everyday namin kinakamusta isa't isa. And kinilala namin isa't isa. Taga Leyte ako while taga Manila sya. Layo ha.
Then one time he chatted me.

'AKIIIIIII, LET'S MEET UPPPPP'

wew ang sigla naman ng tukmol na to ngayon

'ANOOOO? BAKEEEEET?'
'GUSTO NA KITA MAKITAAAAA'
'AH TALAGAAAA? HAHAHAHAH'
'OO NGA MAHIGIT 8 MONTHS NA TAYONG MAGKAUSAP DI PA NATIN NAKIKITA ISA'T ISA'

Tama siya, for almost 8 months magkausap kami. So I decided to meet him up. Siya nalang daw pupunta dito samin kaya hinintay ko siya at sinabi location ng bahay namin.

There i saw a man walking towards our gate. Ang cute nya sis HAHAHAHAHA then I just realized it's Drei. Omg!

"DREI? OMG IS THAT REALLY YOU?"
"AKIIIIII!"

then he hugged me. Nagkwentuhan kami ng napakarami hanggang sa napagdesisyunan nyang umuwi din kahit malayo. Wow effort ha

"Uwi nako aki"
"Ingat Dreiiiii"

On that day mas lalo pa kaming naging close. Then every month na sya pumupunta sa bahay at kilala na sya nila mama.
Di nagtagal umamin sya sakin na.

"Aki,I have something to tell you"

Kinakabahan sya alam ko. At pati ako kinakabahan, ambilis ng tibok ng puso ko. Hindi ko alam kung baket. The the next he said got my heart beats so fast.

"Aki,kasi ano.. ahm matagal na kitang gusto,mahal na nga ata kita eh"

I got speechless. Wait what? We feel the same way? All i Know ako lang ang may gusto sa kanya. Natulala ako. Diko alam sasabihin ko.

Bumuntong hininga ako.

"Drei,I-I also love you"

Nagulat sya sa sinabi ko. Nung mag sink in sa kanya ung sinabi ko he hugged me.

"Akala ko irereject moko,liligawan kita. Ipapaalam ko sa parents mo"

So 'yun nga niligawan nyako. After 1 and a half year na panliligaw nya sinagot ko na sya and he's very happy. Kita ko ang kinang sa kanyang mga mata. Our relationship is strong and smooth kaya hanggang ngayon kami pa.

Napangiti nalang ako habang inaalala ang nakaraan na yon. I'm now 24 years old. And we promised each other na magpapakasal pag tungtong ko ng 25 years old. Yes! Ilang buwan nalang. But lately napapansin kong nagiging cold and busy siya?
I always call him at night but his line is busy as fvck?
Inisip ko na baka may pinaplano sya kaya hinayaan ko. Basta 6 months nalang ikakasal na kami.

But, that's all I know. You wanna know why? After a week he called me.

"HELLO LOVEEEEE, ANNIVERSARY NA NATIN BUKASSSSSS", i said cheerfully but I received nothing but silence.
"Uy love!" I talked again.
"AKI,I have something to tell you"

Kinabahan ako sa tono nya,like bakit Hindi nyako tinawag na love? He called me by my name? And ang cold ng boses nya ha

"What's it love?" I asked
"Open the gate, andito ako sa labas"

I ended the call. I'm excited to see him.

"Loveeeeee! IMISSYOUUU"

but then again, i just received nothing but a cold stare.

"Aki, I'm sorry"
"Huh? Para san? Tara love pasok ka"
"AKI, I'M BREAKING UP WITH YOU. IM SORRY"

Akala ko kung an---
Wait what? Did he just say. No no no. Aki you're hallucinating

"Ha? Ano Drei? Joke ba yan? Ikakasal na tayo oy hahahaha ganda ng joke mo love ah"

But deep inside it's killing me. I know he's not joking based on his expression.

"AKI I'M SO SORRY."

I broke down. Naiyak nalang ako habang nakasalampak sa bakuran namin

"NO! DREI BAKIT NAMAN GANITO?"
"Bakit Drei? May pagkukulang bako?"
"Drei! Ilang buwan nalang ikakasal na tayo bakit naman ganito?. Joke un diba? Diba?"

Humagulgol nako sa harap nya. I don't care. Ang alam ko lang nasasaktan ako ngayon

"I'm sorry aki, I loved you, but I fell in love with another woman and we're celebrating our Anniversary next month. I'm really sorry"

Wow kaya pala he's always busy. Akala ko nagpaplano sya sa kasal. Un pala may iba nang minamahal, so kaya pala busy palagi ang linya nya pag tumatawag ako kasi. Iba ung kausap nya. Now I know.

"Mahal mo?" I asked.
"Sorry Aki" he said.

Dun palang alam ko na. Na hindi na ako. Kasi hindi nya itinanggi. He just said sorry to me. Ang sakit sakit. What Happened my man? Mahal kita eh

"No Drei,wala kang kasalanan. Hahahahahahaha" pagtawa ko ng may pagkabitter.

"Did she know about us?" I asked again.

His words really broke me into pieces.

"No Aki. Ayokong sabihin sa kanya kasi alam kong hihiwalayan nyako  ayoko siyang masaktan"

So hindi bako nasaktan? Like fvck. Mahal na mahal nga nya yon. He sacrificed my own feelings para dun sa bago nya. But then I realized. Malayo nga pala ako sa kanya.
Gusto kong magalit sa kanya pero hindi ko kaya. Mahal ko eh. Tanga na kung tanga pero hindi ko kaya.

"No Drei, I'm fine. If that decision will make you happy then fine. I'm setting you free"

"Damn. AKI I'M SO SORRY. YOU DON'T DESERVE A GUY LIKE ME."

He started to cry. Don't do that my man

I just smiled. Wala silang kasalanan. Nagmahal lang naman sila eh. Pero masakit padin.

"Ano kaba Drei,mahal kita kaya kung saan ka sasaya suportado kita"

Setting him free svcks but wala nakong magagawa. He's not happy anymore with me. His happiness is also my happiness. Kahit na hindi ako kasama sa happiness na yon.

"ILOVEYOUU MY MAN"

"I'm sorry" tumalikod na sya sakin pero napatigil sya sa huling salitang binitawan ko.

"Nangako kapa sakin,Sa iba mo din pala tutuparin".