Too psycho

chapter 1- love me for me

I was never the type of guy that does anything stupid or crazy like. But I have always look for love in my hands most times. Picking flowers and looking at the view. But that's an girl view. Im an guy looking for an job and here I was working for the CEO of science. I love chemistry mixing things up a bit. Looking for an way to change lives and make an world an better place now that was my dream and place. "Dr. Jim come to station 217 Dr. Jim come to station 217" said the speakers. Deang that thing loud in my ears. I stand up from my seat walking in the dark light flickering hallway. And me looking like an creep. I kinda like it. I walked passed several rooms and made it to the room right in front of me. I knocked at the door and it just opened the room kinda dark tho way too dark. I come to the room and I see the boss doing some type of experiment. But why in the dark? Why not lights? But don't say that question out loud you might just scared them. I walked closer to the scientist, the boss rather and he does look fine Asian maybe older then me who knows. He looks up with an serious face. I looked at him like you know my name right?. "Dr. Jim correct?" He asked "that's me sir, you called me for some adjustments" I reply "adjustments? Yes yes I did, you do chemistry I saw your work your very smart" he smiles at me. "Well I wouldn't say Im that bright" I was sure to myself "don't be ridiculous Mr. Jim if anything I would hire you right now" he takes off his gloves this guy moving pretty fast. "All I really wanted was an job" I said "are you an American?" He asked "yes I am" "what's your name sir?" "Josh Jim" "nice name". He walks back to his desk his experiment is gone so his siting down in his regular desk I guess and raise the blinds up for last in the background you can see the view I can tell where high up and everything up here turned creepy into an normal office. "Plz have an seat" he said I sit down in some seat very good leather seat and look at him all nervous somehow. "Plz this is the information form and this is the CEO you must keep everything an secret and make sure you keep things an secret, are you an nice person?" I looked at him confused I was about to start writing my info but I looked up and said. "Yes, I am an nice person" he smiles a little and chuckles a little "then we got work to do". He goes back to his paper file work I think and for me looking at him,him saying "we got work to do" what the hell is that even mean? And why?.

-20 mins later-

I got done finally writing my info but he sent me work to do about chemistry sh*t I already know, it's like going to school all over again and for some odd reason he's been in and out is office either looking at me or either looking for something. Is it in the room or in the private room or wrong room what what? But try not to worry about. Hes gone so Im completely alone and hungry. It's only, 11: 00 right now, not even the afternoon yet. And some of this questions just to me look weird and suspicious you know this kinda sucks and I ain't talking about something good either. But now I can just doze off and stare at the moon that was gone hours ago when I woke up.

-9 hours later-

I finished one copy of the info but am hungry and I haven't seen the boss lately. No! Could he locked the door on me? I walked to the door and sigh of relief it's still open. So remember when I said the lights are flickering and it's kinda dark I kinda like it. Why it looks so normal all the sudden now this place looks like the hospital, hospital for adults cause I remember passing all the doors in the hallway and since I don't have his phone number or even call his name I'll go ahead and find him myself. I walked downstairs that was to my right side and I see an door maybe not in there I see so many people in there, there was another stairs I walked down and I see an elevator. "Elevator is nice" I said to myself why not use the elevator instead of stairs. I push the elevator door to go all the way down level I was on. But the light is not coming on like other elevators do. I push the down button still no light coming on. Well that sucks must be broken or something I turned around and about to go to take another step but then the elevator just opened. I turned around and walk to the elevator and go inside and push the first button which is 13 on accident. "Deang it, might one" I said I push one now have to wait for 13 to stop. The elevator was nice and smooth I feel like an normal scientist being the boss of the CEO. The elevator finally stops that fast. The elevator door opened but the hallway was dark and I don't mean dark with flickering lights and you see doors no, I see dame lights and it's dark. This time, Im not liking it. But I figured maybe he could be here, so I got out the elevator since it didn't closed. So got out and then I heard an noise I tried going back to the elevator closed and I push the button the down and up button Im panicking, panicking sh*t door not f***ing opening. I heard the noise again. I don't know how dumb I can be, but my dumba** self went in walking in the hallway. Yep, lights dame it's dark and creepy the power lights running out of spark. I wanted to crawl on my knees and find my way out to the stairs I knew I should of taken the stairs. But I don't wanna waist my energy either so Im wrong as usual Im not that bright. I told that doctor, my stomach growl Im so hungry and Im walking slow in fear actually, I don't trust this hallway some reason I don't trust this building at all. I have an weird feeling about this place and out. But I kept walking and so far I haven't heard the noise but I found the stairs in the other side of the hallway wide open too and see day light but as I walk to the stairs I heard the noises again. It's sound like an monster an human zombie monster. Seriously who is that? Im so stupid Im walking to the room that has people in the cage? A man looking at me like an zombie and saying "help me, get me out, i don't wanna be here anymore". What? Who are these people, they must be an host the doctor must be experimenting them on purpose this is not what I signed up for. Then everyone wakes up and goes to the glass cage there in pounding at the cage with there hands some bleeding and some writing with there blooding hands. "Help me help, I don't wanna be here" they all saying it at the same time. They like whispers to my ear and they keep repeating it and repeating it. "Help me help, I don't wanna be here" "help help, I can't stay here anymore, plz plz, help" "what do you all want me to do?" I asked, wait why would I ask them😕. "Help help, I can't stay here anymore" I move back as I moved back the most scary part of watching an movie someone is right behind you and someone touch my shoulders and whispers "help" I turned around I push it back. But it was the doctor. "Dr?" I asked "yes, and names Dr. Yin" he reply I started to breath hard. I looked at the people in the cage doing the same thing before. "Dr. Yin, who are these people? Why in the cage?" I was serious about this. He looks at them very closely like he was comfortable it's like the obey him and respecting him. "These beautiful creatures" I won't call them that "they are my creation, they listen and respect me for me they love me" he explained "you just want people to listen to you just by, experimenting them just so they love you?" I asked "yes, growing up I used to feel hated it all the time, so I wanted to find the way to make things better for mainly myself, I did this experiment on someone who never loved me, she listened but they do go extinct so they stink, Im trying to find that cure to makes sure they not, that what you come in, your very smart your very clever I need an type an special type an dna test 1B tear, you know what that is right?" I nod "I need someone with blue eyes and can be an male or female with an harsh personality and fearless" "how can I find someone like that?" I asked. He moves closer to my space looks at me with is dead eyes. "You can, you can look at the girls eyes and find out there personality if that's not them just take them in so I can get more of my experiment ready and done I need a lot of people" dr. Yin explain. I was so shocked of what Im hearing. "Im not done filling out my information's" I said "don't worry about it, your hired tmo you come right straight to my office and I give you an lab coat and be part of our CEO got it?" He reply "got it" "now go downstairs all the way down go straight to an hallway see a lot of signs and see cafeteria you eat there, your belly is making me sick". I nod to him, but my stomach didn't do anything since he got here I was scared as hell seeing this but I heard him in the back when I was walking. "Don't worry my love, we will find the cure for all of you" said Dr. Yin I kept going it's nothing beautiful about this at all.

-30 mins later-

Finally made it down those stairs. I took only 3 breaks and Im not even fat. But I made it and I look in the main building of the hallway when I came in. I see people in the elevator and it's working for them I guess. Couldn't couldn't stop thinking of what Dr. Yin is even trying to do, but I am hungry. I walk in some hallway he told me I found the sign "cafeteria" I walked in big room and people eating. Now Im not that much familiar in food, which Im talking about Asian foods, wouldn't hurt to try. So I walked to the counter has a lot of food of what Asian people eat so I pick up an stick, no not chopsticks, just an stick and I took an bit out of the meat on it taste kinda good. A lady walks beside me and looks at me while Im taking couple of bits. "You like pussy cats?" She asked "pussy cats?" Got confused "your eating cats pussy". I stopped biting and goes to the trash and spilt out everything out my mouth and throw away the stick and the lady laughing at me. "It's not actually made out of cats pussy's🤣" she said laughing, I turned around and laughed too and wrap my lips and walk back to her like nothing happened. "Sorry I make a lot of jokes super inappropriate" she said I looked at her and she's wearing an lab coat, "trust me it was funny" I said. "It's just so small I just thought, um here try this" she hands me another meat with green vegetables on top with the chopsticks and her hand under the food so it won't drop. I took an big bit out of it and it was honestly good. "Good right?" She asked "yes it is" I reply "very good, Im not familiar with asian foods. She looks at me, "your white American" "yeah I am, from Chicago" "really? Which side?" "They called me the hood cause I lived on the south with my friends, but I moved yrs ago tho to Georgia, but then moved here yrs later" "how, how old are you?". I lean on the counter, "Im 23" I answered "really Im 19, your very old" she started laughing. "Im scarlet" she introduce herself, "Joshua but you can call me Josh for short" I said, she's so cute and so young as an scientist being here in this world. "Here you can have my food" she said slides the box of food she feed me earlier and he goes closer to me I can smell that sweet scent, scarlet touch my pump chest and my abs down, then goes and touch my belt. "See you Joshua❤" she said she stop touching me and walks away kinda sexy I look at the food and used the chopsticks and eat the food that tastes so good. With an innocent smile on my damn face cause so far I can see why I have to keep things an secret is like I have to be mean but also they choose me at the right moment and differently the right time.

-after work-

Im siting downstairs on the chair where I was in the first place in an waiting room when they called me. I looked up, the doctor in my space again wondering what does he want. "What you doing here go home Dr. Jim" he said "fine, I'll go" I said "what's with the madness in your eyes and voice?" I turned around "just tired sir" "Im sorry,
I'll give you the assignment tmo the one I told you" "ok great, Im going to go, see you tmo Dr. Yin". I walked out the waiting room and go outside it is clearly hot but I do tend to like the warmth. My phone rings and it's unknown but usually I do answer. So I did, "hello?" "It's Dr. Yin, just seeing I got the right number" he said "yep, Im Dr. Jim" "great" then he hangs up on me, I put my phone down and walked to my car. It's been the most interesting day for me, the people in cage was probably the worst and he wanted me to help him. Thought maybe being an janitor was better for me. Im maybe dumb in all the wrong places but my dumbness takes the best of. I just found out the secret but I can't say anything. That is the CEO anyway, and I wanna keep this job.

-home-

I went straight home, took an 5 min nap. Im bored and I am lonely have nothing else better to do. I don't know everyone here, so I would just not worry having friends. Some people say Im hard to talk to. I do have trust issues with a lot of people, no matter if your nice at first. Im just afraid what people could do to my a** and then I come out worst like Im psycho worst or something. I did had only one friend who stick by me, shes an girl, but she understand my pain. Her name is scarlet but not the one in the cafeteria. I just love the name scarlet, we did everything together, we planed in living together in Japan since that's where I am now. But her parents took her to the hospital, scarlet was crazy. Always thought about hurting herself and such and such. But I wasn't there to help her. It's all my fault. I always say sorry to her everyday I have dreams of her she was my love, just wasn't there and ever since then I haven't heard anything from her. I text and call no respond her parents never like me. But scarlet and I loved each other. Im looking at this picture of me and Scarlet she's beautiful, my mom took it. I miss everybody and everyone, I had an family but who's going to be my next?