Too psycho

chapter 3- start from beginning

As a woman. You have the rights to be independent right? Even when a man takes over your life and you want it to stop but don't know how. "Keep watching him, don't let him see you or touch you yet" said my baby "yet?" I asked "your going to date him and then kill him. Then your going to have a little treat soon". I looked at my baby, so confused and weird about my mission. This job, makes me confident and ready for anything. But I wanted to love someone who cares and give sh*t about me everyday. I mean, a 22 yr old who can be in the same level as me? I am dangerous, mean, and think outside the box. Never my head in the clouds, not even once in my life time. "Go cook me some steaks well done and lemons on it" he command me "yes babe" I reply "oh ray-lin?" "Yes babe?" "A1 sauce" "ok". I don't mind being a house wife, I don't know if men ever cook for themselves I never see my father do it. Or my brother. Or even my big sister. So it's always my mom. Making rice, and dumplings and gives me any color chopsticks for my food. She was actually the best. Gives me advice than what my big sister don't do. Nor my brother. Hes only the middle anyway. My life, it's kinda rough and looking at me and my boyfriend. We don't even match, but I need a job. Something Im fearless of. But you wanna know my real secret? Im scared for real. No joke no lie. No see though. Telling the truth. As Im getting the meat to unthaw and getting seasoning for some flavor. I look under my boyfriends paper work and see a guy name Joshua Hes white and tall and maybe handsome and has like a brown hair type. That's the one Im spying on. But I still don't understand the mission at all have to learn some more info later huh?

-5 hours later-

"Here babe" I said "what took so long?" He asked "we put the steak in the freezer and have to unthaw the food". He takes the steak from me. Trying to stay calm as look like I made a huge mistake which makes me feel like a fool. "Thx babe" he said "give me a kiss, before I tie your a**" he smirks sexually "I would rather be tied" I said he gets up with a handcuffs in his hand and push me to the bedroom close the door then takes off his shirt and goes to me all rough and takes off my shirt and my hair all down and puts me on the bed and kiss me roughly like I wanted. Then his phone rings. "Gotta go" he kiss my forehead "we didn't even start" I said sadly "duty calls babe, clean the house" he said it like he doesn't even care about me at all. That's tough.  But he only took one steak and I picked up the plate and put it in the sink.

-night time-

He still not here. But I had time all to myself. Morning, noon, and night. Well it is my bath time and taking a bath could relief my stress. I get in. Super hot with lavender bubbles cover my chest and down parts. The lights are off i see nothing but the blue lights from the tub, it's peaceful and quiet and I love it. I could think nothing but my life. After all this has happened so far, I mean is this really my place and peace I was looking for? My boyfriend, rather not look at me. Nor see me. He loves me for real, or just a joke to him. I tried my hardest to never cry, I didn't have a job to run or thought of one. Man, I was a hopeless one. My eyes closed from all this heat and going into my thoughts and memory's. I open my eyes and look around for a while kinda being caution. I see nothing so I closed my eyes. My eyes open again, I them again, my eyes opens again. I said close them. My eyes open again- "AHHHHHH!" I screamed somebody in my house! And push my head underwater trying to scratch his or her hands. My hands been underwater already soft, trying not to scream cause my thought can get hurt what do I do?. Then the head disappear again, my eyes still closed to not get soap in my eyes but as I got up from the tub my nose burns. Someone hands me the towel and wraps my face, open my eyes and I see my boyfriend. "What's going on?" I asked and see the guy who grabbed me dead on the floor and I stand up. My boyfriend wrap the towel around my naked body gets me out the bathroom and takes me out the bedroom. "Where we going?" I asked hes not answering, we walk outside but he picks me up i got no shoes on. And takes me to his limbo car but big space inside were still quiet from what just happened. Is this a dream? Or he just not telling me anything? "Are you ok?" He asked "yes" I reply "put these on". I look at the clothes he gave me. "Want me to wear that?" I asked stupidly "wear you just wear it?" Im about to get him mad so I did what he told me to do. I mean it's nothing but a bra and a red shirt and black sweat pants, he still haven't answer my question. "Babe?" I called him "push it brian!" He said. They car going way too fast and other limbos car following. "Babe plz answer me" I said begging "if you don't stop calling my name, i will throw you off this car!" He yelled at me "I would rather be thrown off this car!" I said crying. Knowing him he won't do it, I look away like I seen nothing. I wanna go to sleep or whatever, but looks like were being chased and know where we live. "To the left Brian" he said Brian swerve to the left and me holding on to the car like Im scared and terrify.