Too psycho

chapter 6- Find BBS

This is the present btw. I was very uncomfortable in this car. I woke up so many times. Cause I kept hearing noises. Like mosquitoes. I woke up and there was some. And I kinda freaked out. But I am an man. I shouldn't freak out over some mosquitoes.

I rised my windows up and start killing them with my shoe and making loud noises. Then Ray-lin started to wake up and look at me all strange and she now saw the mosquitoes.

"What the fuck!?" She said, and started to scratch herself
I focus on killing them I got 3 so far.
"Can you help out?" I asked politely
She started to kill them with anger. Think she angry she's groaning right now. After killing them I breathe in and out. Like I was angry or something. Maybe I am just loosing my own energy, I feel uncomfortable and tired and sleepy all the sudden. Like I don't wanna move. "Great got some on my arms and legs... You?" Ray-lin looks at me curious. I feel my body, but I don't feel bite marks. "I don't have anything. I am free from there bites" I reply "you got old blood or something?" She asked "you could say that" "that does suck, mine must have been very sweet" she was getting moody and angry when she's talking. It actually makes me worried. But I didn't wanna ask why, cause I think it's not the time right now. Also she's probably on her period. "Hey?" I looked at her "what?" I asked "can we go to the store?, maybe find Walmart or something, really quick?". She bites her lips, like she was nervous. "Um yes sure" I agreed to go. Idk why where going, but we are.

Hours later-

I actually did find Walmart. Or so as I thought actually. Can't tell if it's Walmart or not. "This is the Walmart, your right" said ray-lin, I parked and she gets out very fast and runs in there. It's looks small but the inside looks very big. I sit in the car and turn off the car and wait. I looked outside the window and see an jail cell I was in

The past~

"Your mom here" Said an police man

I went to my mother and sat down at the table and it looks like she's disappointed. Maybe about to cry. Couldn't tell.
"Son what was you thinking?" She saif trying not to cry
"I just lost control mama" I reply
"Lost control?"
"I know, lame excuse right?"
"Where scarlet?"
"She ditch my ass" My mother looking shocked "idk, she was in the car and then she left me. She abandon me".
My mother breathes in and out and hold my hands.
"Son, you know who you turning into.. Right?" She ask very concerned
"No I am not my fuckin dad. If that's what your wondering. It was an mistake I made. And it won't happen again!" I said in anger
"And how you know?"
"Who the fuck you think, your talking too?".
She let go my hand
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me, why don't you bail me out? Cause you don't have money and you don't have an penny. That's even worst!"
"Son! I care about you so so much! In the bottom of my heart! I am trying my hardest. Son I give you love and that's what you need than money!"
"So I am going to be stuck here for the next yr? And never get out? Because someone in this cell is going to love me?!"
I started to get frustrated with my mom. And I cried, and my mother cried.
"You know that's not what I meant!" She said
"Idk what you mean, and I wanna just be out! My father was never around and never love me. And know since Hes in jail. Doing shit on purpose. You think that's me?!"
"Never thought that! I just wanted you to realize-"
"What I am doing!? I... Know..." I got up and look down and bite my lip and started to cry more harder.
"Can't believe this is happening" I said so low
"I work harder!" Said my mom super confident
I heart was feeling so broken. Not because of my mom. It's because of me. What if I am turning into my dad. As my thoughts keeps going on. I turn around to hug my mother. But she left the station so they have to put me back in my cell.

I went back to cell and see my bed covered in pee. A lot of pee and got more frustrated and the boys just laughing behind and then one came up behind and turns me around and sat me down on my bed covered in pee. I was so very disgusted by this traumatizing moment. And he smashes my head on my mattress and smiled at me and laughs

Present~

"Hey?" I turned around and she came back "You alright? You seemed scared"
"No I was thinking about something" I sound so sore
"You don't seem fine at all tho"
"Im fine" my voice came back

Then I get an text. I look at my phone and it's from scarlet

Scarlet: Find The building

Josh: what building?

Scarlet: it's BBS

Josh: What do I do?

Scarlet: make stuff and fighting stuff

Scarlet: you will need to be prepared.  My brother and my boss is coming after you and that girl. Just helping you out

Josh: Why?

Scarlet: Cause I care

Josh: Thx, scarlet

Scarlet: Sure

"What happened?" Ray-lin asked
"Scarlet, my helper ex.. Sent me an text to find an building called BBS" I answered
Then my phone beeped.
"Ok she sent me the address"
"Oh BBS! BBS!"
I looked at her confused.
"What about it?"
"Be smart, Be intelligent, Stay alive, BBS"
I had an memory of scarlet telling me that on the phone.
"Well shit, we have an new mission huh?" I asked
"Lets find BBS" say ray-lin
I start the car back up and start driving puting in the location. This is going to be wild... Once again.