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[ paring ] george and james
[ rating ] mature/explicit
[ warnings ] smut, hitting, aggressiveness

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george loved james, more then anything, everything about the male had him completely and utterly pulled in. the cute glances he gave him when they filmed together, the stupid puns he made, the overly sexual under tone to almost everything he said, the way he kissed him even when everyone was around to see, the passionate gentle way he made love to george. their relationship was near perfect, a few bumps but nothing that ever made george feel like they couldn't get past it. yup, it was safe to say george wanted to spend the rest of his life with that man.

james was so careful and gentle with george, almost like he was scared to break him, the most george got was bruises forming when james gripped his hips, he loved them, though james always apologized, peppering kisses down his shoulder or jawline as he did so. he treated george like a glass doll, and boy got tired of it, he knew james was just being careful, that he treated him like this because hurting him in any serious way would absolutely shatter the gentle giants heart, but god to george crave those tinges of pain. the way james fingers dug into his hips as he thrust oh so slowly and lovingly into him, the sting the accompanied it, the marks the came from it. he loved admiring the bruises in the mirror the next, just like he loved admiring any love bite james left on him.

james was big, in general, he was broad and tall, and made george look so small compared to him. he got lost in daydreams where the big man would pin his small body against the wall, hold him firmly by his wrist, gripping them so hard it hurt, forcing his leg in between his legs and telling him to 'be a good boy for him'. but something in george had a feeling they would only ever be fantasies. he felt to awkward bringing it up with james, he didn't want his boyfriend to feel like he wasn't satisfying him enough - he more then was - even more important he didn't want to make james feel uncomfortable, he knew something like this could easily do that. they talked about everything, but george found himself a little to shy to talk about this.

"fuck sake!" george was pulled from his thoughts by james yelling, he realized he had only been staring at the page of the book he had in his hand for heaven knows how long "god damn it!" another shout from his boyfriend.

george closed the book in his hand and set it down on the coffee table, he was in james' flat for the time being, getting ready to push himself up off the couch and go see what was up. he didn't have to. james came out of his office space, slamming the door shut after him, making george jump. he had seen james angry before but it never secede to startle him when the male started slamming doors or on the rare occasion throw something, he got up stopping his boyfriend from leaving the house by putting his hand on his shoulder which was quickly yanked away from him, george ignored the slight pain in his heart from james pulling away from his touch.

"james, what happened?" he asked carefully picking the way he said his words.

"nothing, doesn't fuckin' matter anymore" james was restraining himself, george could tell "i'm going to go for a walk"

george stopped him again, and this time his hand was pushed away "wait i'll join you" it made him nervous letting james out all angery by himself, not that he would hurt anyone, but he was a bit worried he hurt himself by accident, punch a wall, or maybe be to blinded by anger to realized where he was going.

"no george, its fine just wait here"

once again - ignoring his better judgement - george's hand reached out this time grabbing james' arm to stop him from turning around again. before he could say anything james grabbed georges wrist harshly pulling his arm up away from his own, other arm coming to rest on georges chest pushing him harshly into the wall and pinning him there