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too big

[ pairing ] will lenney x james marriott
[ rating ] explicit/mature
[ warnings ] smut

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"'m too big man"

will wasn't quite sure how james' and his conversation jumped from casual catching up with youtube news, to talking about their sexual experiences. he took a moment to connected the dots; he asked james if he was seeing anyone lately, which jumped to the topic of being horny, which jumped to the topic of sex, which maybe explained why they had quickly rounded to will talking about the first time he bottomed - as you do with your best mate - and that got them to james admitting he had never bottomed for anyone. maybe he was just trying to distract himself from the bit of hurt in his heart from what james said 'i'm too big man' 'too big man' ... 'too big' the thought made him scrunch up his nose, too big? who had told james he was too big? he wanted to punch the fucker in the mouth for even putting the idea in james head.

"ah! piss off!" will said furrowing his eyebrows "too big..." he mumbled in disbelief.

"it's true man" james brought the beer bottle he was holding to his lips "people want a soft looking, feminine bottom, not... whatever you could classify me as, 'm to big and hairy not to be a top"

will took a drink of his bottle as well, thinking "fuckin' ridiculous" he said, he didn't know why it upset him, maybe it's because james himself seemed a bit upset at the thought "that's fuckin' stupid"

james chuckled from beside him, a half-assed weak chuckle "is what it is"

will looked over at james, studying the boy for awhile. who the hell wouldn't want to top james? stupid bastards. his eyes traced over the freckles that littered the larger males face, watching his eyes change to different shade of brown with the light the tv gave off in the dark, the neon glow adding something to the boys features. james was pretty... will thought james was pretty. for a moment he allowed himself to imagine the boy under him, back arched up, moaning into the sheets as will gave him what james' partners before were too pathetic to give him. his mind jumping to imagining the way he would feel with james' thighs squeezing his head as he ate him out. he thought of this a lot more often then he cared to admit - was totally normal to get off to thoughts of your mate riding you wasn't it?

james looked at him, making will clear his throat glancing at their pretty much abandoned tv show that they had been watching just a few hours ago, attempting to distract himself from the dirty thoughts he was having about his friend. was it crazy to try and attempt something with james? probably... still he found himself inching closer, only stopping then he felt their legs press together, this time he met james' gaze when he looked at him, smiling softly at the boy who seemed a bit confused at the new closeness.

"yer' not too big" will said, the tv making it bright enough for just a second to see a blush spread across the other males face, he placed a hand on the boys inner thigh, squeezing it "i think yer' the perfect size"

james let out a shuddered breath and will couldn't help but smirk, he was having an effect on james and the male hadn't told him to 'piss off' so good signs all around. he leaned in a bit, his younger partner staying almost perfectly still, his breath already uneven, possibly the few drinks they had throughout the night not helping either of them with being subtle.

"can i show you how absolutely fuckable you jamesy?" he said barley an inch between his face and james' the male nodded and will was quick to connect their lips.

will didn't bother being soft with the kiss, he doubted either of them wanted or needed that right now. their was a slight fight for dominance but james seemed to quickly give that up, will blamed it simply on the fact that the boy had never had someone take control before, he prepared himself to have to be more forceful with him. will pushed down into the couch, james finally reaching up to rest his hands behind wills neck. he pulled away leaving the other boy panting and glossy eyed, his lips slightly red from their previous activity. fuck james was pretty.