The note

Just one yesterday

I was at my locker getting my stuff like any other day getting ready for history class, but I then saw Cas going for his locker, the one next to mine. I glanced up at him but looked back at my locker right away hopefully avoiding eye contact. Cas didn't know that I've had a crush on him since middle school. I don't even think he knows I exists. But it doesn't bother me, I am used to being ignored, hell, I try to keep away from peoples attention. Less judgement for me. I just like to sit back and kinda watch, I'm just trying to get out of high school into college as fast as I can without failing. I close my locker and head to class but before I leave my locker I take one more glance at Cas. He is so handsome, he's the only person I wish that would pay attention to me. I enter the classroom and sit in my seat, behind Cas. He never turns around to talk to me or anything but I guess sitting by him kinda calms me. I don't know I just weird and pathetic.

We learned about the French Revolution that class, it was so boring but super easy. Like normal I just sat there not answering the easy questons the teacher asked but just taking mental notes of the class and the subject and....well everything. It seemed that Cas was having troubles but it's not like I could help without being a creep or weirdo so I just stayed quite. Happens most days, he's not the brightest in history but he is popular and cool, guess it's a trade off or something. The classended and I went to my locker again so I could oput my stuff away and head to lunch. Cas was at his locker again, moire than normal today. "Hi' says Cas. Is he talking to me? Probably not. "Helloo?" He says, I reply in a small voice but it somehow sounds kind of tough, "Um, Hi" He turns to his locker, I don't think he heard me. He turned back to me. nope he heard me. "How are you today?" Since when does he care? He's never talked to me in the whole entire middle school and freshman- junior years, why now? I decide to reply with the simiple answer "I'm good, and you?" I was little louder this time, I think that's good. He replied with the simple answer of good to, then he didn't say anything so I just finished up putting my stuff away and left. What just happened? I guess I should be happy that he's noticing me...I don't know I'm just going to eat my lunch.

At lunch I sat in my normal spot, alone in the corner of the lunchroom where no one looks and it is quiet. I usually eat a sandwhich and read book but today I decided to just eat and then go to the library to play on the computers. After that I went to my next class, my least favourite one... art. It's the class that everyone has friends and it is mostly socializing and I don't do that, like at all. I usually just sit in the corner for the whole class but I really don't like this one in purticular because I don't know anyone in the class, most classes i see firmiliar faces but this class has all levels mostly freshman or sophomore. Today art went by fast, I don't know why but I am glad it did. All I have left now is science, my favourite. The teacher is nice and it is a small class, including Cas. I get through it and the day is over and I can go home. I get to the class and I see we are starting a new unit, with partners that she chose out. This is bad, I hope I got put with someone good. I walked up to the list and scanned for my name, Dean smith. Oh no. I was put with Cas. I saw Cas walk in and look at the board to see why evryine was crowding around the papers, once he figured it out he walked over to the papers and stood next to me.

After he finished finding his name he looked at me, I didn't look at him I just pretended to still be looking for my name and who I was working with. I couldn't do that for very long so I just "looked" for him and then pretended to finally see him next to me. I decided to toughen up and talk to him first, "So we work together" He looked into my eyes and answered "yeah, I guess so" and then flashed his amazing smile. My stomach filled with a mixture of happiness and butterflies. "Do you want me to just do the project and out you name on it or something?" I asked Cas. "No, why would I want that?" He responded. "I don't know, I just didn't think you would want to work with me" Gosh I'm so pathetic. "Why do you think that?" He asked. I lowered my eyes to the ground then looked back up to see he was still look at me, I think I blushed a little. "Nevermind" I walked to my seat even though I could still feel his eyes looking at me walking away.

After that class I was going to my locker when I saw Cas was already at his. I decided to just keep walking to mine and get ready fast, I didn't want to talk to him, or well I did but I didn't. By the time I was at my locker and was opening it Cas was finished and leaving. The first thing I saw when I opened my locker was a note, with no name on it. "weird" I whispered to myself. I opened it to read what it said. Meet me outside the back of the school after science, I'll be there. It didn't saw who it was for but I guessed it wasn't for me. I wondered if it maybe it was meant for me. Curiosity won over and I went out back to see if it was for me of if it was a simiple mistake.

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Sorry for any mistakes in grammar in spelling I did the best I could