Depressed male reader x female demon

The pentagram

Y/n POV
I've always been made fun of and treated like I was worth nothing. Ever since my parents died by the hands of the killers I was 5 and they died they murdered my parents and siblings they were coming for me but knocked me unconscious. All I heard was leave the kid he's to scared to do anything. I woke up later on the ground I jumped up and ran towards my family . Why of any place on this god forsaken planet was I the unlucky one. I ran up to my mom thinking she was just sleeping I shook her a little bit trying to wake her up and she didn't respond there and then I started crying because I knew what this meant she was dead so that means the others was dead as well. I grabbed my backpack and put my favorite teddy bear, family photo of me and my siblings/parents, some snacks and 10 waters. A pair of clothes I then zipped up my backpack and ran towards the forest because I knew no one was there I had to make myself disappear. I couldn't take it anymore I grabbed my father's hunting knife and survival book on my way out. I stayed out there in the woods all my life. I'm 16 at the moment and I knew I can't go to my aunts and uncles house because I know they'll think I killed them. I'm 13 and 3 months now I have been living in the woods since that tragedy. I Taught myself how to live and every day it's gets worse and worse I felt like I have to die I'm living in an abandoned house and the guy had a ritual book over the time I've been living in these woods I rebuilt that house and still managed to look like it was abandoned I made the house look abandoned by making the house look weathered.

I've been thinking since I read that book that old man have and since I feel like dying I could let myself killed by Satan himself  there was multiple pentagrams in that book I thought I seen one with the word satan but didn't know since the some of the page have been missing I went to the back wall and started to draw the pentagram but since I didn't have paint I cut my arm open and used my blood to draw the pentagram. Even though it hurts like hell I knew it was worth it. After 2 and a half hours I finally finished the dang thing but I looked in the cellar under the house and grabbed some candles. I went back upstairs and I used my dads knife and some flint to catch the candle on fire. But I noticed when I was in the cellar I found the other half of the page. I put the two pages together and it read succubus.

I had no idea what a succubus was so I just went with it. I went back to the pentagram and whispered under my voice "please let this work." I needed to wait till midnight I waited and then I seen the moon right above me and said "it's time" I ran back inside and said "oh dear succubus please kill me." I seen the pentagram glow and said "let this work."