Depressed male reader x female demon

The greeting

??? POV
I was enjoying myself with some red wine then I heard a rumble and turned towards where the sound came from I looked at the wall and seen a pentagram began to form on a wall. I said finally some fresh meat. It was showing an image of a young male with e/c and h/c. I wonder how the hell this young person some how summoned me the kid looked like he was in his early teens. I could tell he been threw hell and back even though he was never here the power of the pentagram was super strong. I wondered how much blood he used so he can summon me. I then decided since he went threw so much trouble I could at least see what he wants. I straighten my clothing and went through it.

Y/n POV
I've been wanting to die for so long of why god made my life so much of a hell to live in. I heard some footsteps and saw this beautiful lady coming out. She was fully out of the portal and I smiled to what I believe will be my end but wasn't.

??? POV
Hello young person why have you summoned me for. The kid replied "I have summoned you to claim my life." I wondered why he wanted to die so I said "may I ask why have you asked for such a thing." He replied I have nothing left in this world. this conversation is my happiest moment of this worthless miserable life. I was shocked at what he have said. I then asked why have life treated you this way.

Y/n POV
This lady asked me a question I didn't really want to answer but if this gonna be my last conversation I might as well amuse her. Ma'me she cut me off and told me to call her Deva. I corrected myself and said "Deva the reason is because my  one and only family had died and left me to be on my own ever since I was 5. If your wondering the reason why I'll show you I went to my backpack and pulled out my family photo and showed her it was covered in blood. You can probably tell why from this. This and my fathers knife was the only thing I grabbed and ran. Even if I would've went to anyone else in my family they'll blame me for what happened and wouldn't care about a damn thing" I said between tears. I could tell she could tell I was crying because I felt a hand on my shoulder I smacked it away after a minute. I told her if I'm gonna die I don't want anyone feeling sympathy for me."

She said "your not gonna die at this moment." I snapped back at her and said "why do you care even. For fucks sake I don't even know what you are all I can tell from the book is that your called a succubus and I don't even know what that means." She was about to explain what she is but I cut her off and yelled "let me finish telling you what you asked." I took a breath and said "I wanted to disappear so I ran to the woods because I know no one will care if I died or even if I existed.

She put her hand on my shoulder I couldn't care anymore. I wasn't thinking any more I got up and turned around and hugged her without thinking. I wimpiered and said "people don't care about me that's why I want to die." I know I've been living by myself and some reason I feel like I'm something for once even though I though I summoned you to this worthless world. She was now rubbing my back and trying to calm me down. She rolled my my shirt sleeves but I couldn't care even more all I know is that I'm gonna die at ease. I was getting tired since she was rubbing my back. I shook my head and tried to move but to my surprise I couldn't she had me pulled me against her breast. I heard a moan and quickly said "sorry."She told me with a calm voice that it's fine. She let me go and I looked at her with my tearful eyes. "Thank you for making me feel better I've been living here all by myself since I've been five." She told me your welcome child." I told her my name is y/n. "Thank you for everything" I grabbed my fathers knife and aimed it at my heart. I stabbed into my heart and looked at her and smiled to what I think is my last smile. I fell towards the ground and she quickly grabbed me I went unconscious.

Deva pov
I can't believe what happened to him all his life he's been hiding from the real world. He smiled while he jabbed a knife into his heart he was falling I quickly caught him. I could tell he was about to die but I wasn't gonna let that happen. I know I'm supposed to kill him by raping him but I didn't want to for this child some reason I wanted to protect him. I snapped back to reality and took off my shirt to only where my breast are showing I could only heal him by letting him suck my breast milk. I know this felt wrong but I wanted him to be alive. After an hour of squeezing my milk into his mouth the wound is closing but he'll have a scar.