Depressed male reader x female demon

PTSD demonic transformation and ⚠️ Lime ⚠️

Y/n pov
I sat on Deva's bed and brought my knees to my chest which I held them because I didn't know what to do now. I can't afford to be seen in my home world because of what I become not like it would matter anyways. I didn't want to kill innocent people. Those people at that party deserved it anyways. But it makes me sick to my stomach that I have to kill innocent people to live. Kinda wish that the bear would've killed me now. This is a fate far worse then any type of death or torture. My family would now never get a chance to see me being a good person or anything like that since now I'm a monster of the night. I sighed softly and hid myself in my wings. All I wanted was to die but now I have been screwed over a million times over. I heard Deva ask me if I'm ok. I kept quiet deep into my thoughts.

Deva pov
I asked Y/n if he is ok but he didn't respond. I think this sudden physical transformation must've caused him a great deal of anxiety and trauma. It was like he completely shut down. I tapped his newly formed wings which are extremely sensitive due to just forming and not all his black and red tipped feathers has fully formed. I gently rubbed it to try to snap him out of his trance.

He still didn't respond. I heard him mumbling to himself but I couldn't make out what he was saying at all his voice was too quiet and shaky to understand. I know I shouldn't be rough with him but I think that's the only way I can get to him to try to comfort and talk to him. I seen where the his wings were overlapping and I gently slid my hands under the fold and pried them apart. I made a big enough gap between the wings to slide in. The wings folded on each other quickly. I ween Y/n completely distressed and unresponsive. I slid up next to him and hugged him gently. He kept repeating the words demon and monster. I got on his lap and pulled him into a hug which he was ignoring me. It was like he was stuck in his own thoughts. I flashed him but he still didn't respond. I didn't understand how his mood switched so quickly.

He looked at me and his eyes showed no emotion and he said "I'm a monster. I can't go back to my old way since I'm a monster." I couldn't help but to pick him up and put him on my lap and embraced him and laid his head on my chest and gently rub his back. I heard him sigh quietly to himself. I looked down at him and it seemed like he gave up on everything. I was a bit worried about him because I don't know the effects of the demons blood that was thrown onto him by that individual. I watched him wrap his hands around one of the horns and started to pull on it as hard as he could. That would be bad if it breaks.

I grabbed his hands and pried them from wrapping around his horn and I put his hands on my breasts and he started to squeeze them extremely hard. I moaned by his roughness and I wrapped my hands around his neck and brought him into a soft and tender kiss. He stopped in his tracks and snapped out of his trance. I was being as tender and gentle as I could to reassure him that he's ok. His eyes began to slowly close and he melted into the kiss and he wrapped his arms around my waist and he gently pulled me closer to him. I felt him gently tapped his tongue against my lip as if asking for entry. I refused his attempt until he dug his nails into my ass and I still refused his attempt. I noticed he made his wings and horns disappear. He leaned in closer and he licked my neck a bit. It sent chills up my spine. I let out a soft moan and he focused on that specific area.

I realized his demonic side was alternating his mindset a bit. It was like he was gaining more knowledge from his demonic energy. I kept moaning because he was sucking on one of my sensitive spots. He didn't stop sucking on my sensitive spot until he was satisfied. I let my juices spill out onto his pant's several times. He stopped sucking and he looked at me with lust in his eyes begging me to have sex with him. He succumbed really easily to my magic. I didn't realize I was using my magic. He looked at me and I noticed his eyes were glazed over. I felt his rod brush up against me and I had to help him so he gets back to normal. I wasn't gonna go all the way. Just far enough to help him go back to being Y/n. I stopped sitting on his lap and stood up. I turned around and started to undress in front of him making sure to tease him a bit. I turned around and seen
Y/n staring at me and my voluptuous body. I used some of my demonic magic to transform into the girl he desires. I waited and nothing changed. I was confused and It clicked which I blushed madly because his dream girl was me.

I turned around and got onto my knees and pulled down his shorts a bit and his rod smacked me in the face. I took a better look at his rod and noticed how big is was. I cupped my left hand under his rod and massaged his jewels. I licked the entire length of his rod and he looked at me with pleading eyes. I grabbed his rod with my other hand and started to pump it. Y/n let out a moan and his rod twitched from me just touching it. I blew on it and he ejaculated my face got coated in his liquid and it was very vicious and sticky. I licked my lips and tasted it. It was the best thing I ever had. My arousal skyrocketed. I purses my lips and started to lick the top of the mushroom and Y/n moaned loudly. I put my pursed lips around the mushroom and rolled my tongue around successfully cleaning it and I felt his liquid shoot into my mouth and he breathed heavily. He kept filling my mouth and he stopped eventually and I swallowed it. He fell backwards on the bed clearly exhausted. His rod softened and his eyes went back to normal.

I crawled onto my bed and pulled him by the headboard and laid his head on one of my pillows. I moved my other pillow and laid down next to him and I wrapped my arm over his chest. I looked at the large claw marks and wondered where they came from. I closed my eyes and embraced Y/n a bit tighter. He was already passed out.