Ch. 11

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Beyoncé's POV
November 14th
Knowles/Maraj Residence

"Bey?"

I look over at Nicki and arch my brow.

"You need to talk to Rih..."

"No." I feel my heart ache hearing her name and try my hardest to stop the burning in my eyes.

"G... please? You need to talk to her. Y-"

"Why? So she can lie to my face again? No." I shrug and run my fingers through my hair.

"You've barely slept or ate the past two weeks. I swear you haven't even smiled. I'm worried about you."

"I'll be fine, Nick. I can't see her. I just... I can't."

"How do you even know for sure that-that bitch was telling the truth?" I chuckle and lick my lips before shaking my head.

"I don't know if she's lying, but I do know Rih lied. That's all that matters."

"Aight..." Nicki shakes her head and turns to walk out of my room. "Nah you know what? Nah." She turns back around quickly while shaking her head, causing my eyes to bulge slightly. "I stayed quiet the last time you ghosted on her, but I can't this time. Do you not remember the ONE thing y'all fucked up on in your relationship the last time? COMMUNICATION, G!" I frown slightly while also being absolutely shocked at her honest outburst. I mean.. yeah the bitch is right, but ion wanna hear that shit. "You wanna be done with her? Fine. But FUCKING TELL HER, G!"

She walks out and slams my door. I blink a few times, realizing Nicki of all people just yelled at me.

I take a deep breath before walking to the bathroom and wipe the few tears I had as I stare at the pregnancy test again before throwing it in the trash

"Fuck." I mutter before grabbing my phone

I see the fifty missed calls and texts from her

I decide calling her and meeting up with her is best. It doesn't even ring twice before she answers

'Behbey?' Her voice sounding shocked that I called.
"Yeah uh... we gotta talk."
'Ok so talk...?'
"It's gotta be in person."
'I'm at da warehouse.'
"Ok I'll be there soon."

I hang up and groan softly as I pull my hair.

Fuck.

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I pull up to the warehouse and let out another groan as I step out of my car.

Guillermo smiles and hugs me when I get closer. "Hey boss lady. We've missed you around here." I smile at that as we end our embrace

"I've missed y'all too. How are you?" I ask as we walk inside.

"Good just been a little hectic lately." I wanna ask more but it's none of my business anymore.

We get to rihs office and he tells me to take care of myself before walking off. I open the door and she quickly looks up with a scowl before it changes when she sees me.

"Behbey." She states sadly. She's about to get up but I quickly shake my head and put a hand up. She stops her moving and sits back in her chair sadly as I take a seat across from her desk

It's killing me to not go sit on her lap. To not kiss her. To not hold her.

But it's necessary, G.

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