M.f-insecurites

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This is the miles fairchild insecurities chapter, I hope you like it. Just remember your gorgeous and I love you so so much. You are important to many people.✨❤️👄❤️✨
Also this is totally irrelevant but I'm getting a corona test tomorrow. Wish me luck.
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No-one PoV.
Y/n always delt with body image issues, but recently she had been struggling alot, no one really knew about these besides miles, but this time she didn't tell him.

Y/N PoV:
I stood in looking in the bathroom mirror in my and miles' shared bedroom, I patted down my dress, my hand started tracing my hips,thighs and arms I began getting visual of how imperfect my body was.
I walked back to the wall of the bathroom falling onto my butt and hugging my knees, I began sobbing but not loud enough for anyone to hear. For the past few days I haven't eaten, I tell miles I do but I never do. I don't understand what he sees in me, maybe he felt sorry for me, negative thoughts rushed all throughout my head.
I had became oblivious to my surroundings not hearing miles calling for me until I saw the bathroom door knob turn, he turned and saw me on the floor and immediately fell down beside me, he grabbed my hands down from my face, seeing my tear stained face, he turned his head and asked confused "princess what's wrong" I could barley speak but managed to say "I d-don't get w-why y-your with a girl as ugly as me" he looked at me offended, he pulled me onto his lap, brushed my hair behind my ear and cradled me for a bit.
We pulled away and he spoke "y/n, you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen I'm so lucky to be with you, I'm still shocked at how I got this lucky I understand your past problems, obviously they are resurfacing, but I need you to remember I love you so so so much and you are the most important thing in my life you are so fucking gorgeous, in every way humanly and unhumanly possible I'm still mind blown, flora wants to be as pretty as you y'know she said when she grows up she wants to be you" I didn't know people felt that way about me, I looked into miles chocolate brown eyes, I smiled and felt a tear stream down my face, I leaned in a kissed him passionately, he picked me up bridal style and took me into our room, not breaking the kiss, he set me on the bed we broke away from the kiss, he went into his closet pulled out a jumper and a pair of my shorts that he loved for apparent reasons, he pulled me up and took off my dress ( not like that jeez ) he placed his jumper on me and my shorts, we both layed down in bed and he spooned me, he kissed my ear,cheek and neck probably leaving a slight mark on my neck, he then whispered very faintly "sleep beautiful girl" I smiled and began to drift to sleep.
After this I had little to nothing body images.



Just remember your fucking beautiful okay I love you.

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