Chapter 15- Everything is Crystal clear.

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*SUMMERS POV*

I started feeling extramly sleepy. Probaly from all the crying that occured. I got up and changed into my P.Js and hopped into bed. Soon after I heard Jordan slid into bed next to me. I grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. I put my head in his chest and heard his heart beat. i breathed his colonge and after shave. He was by far, the best boyfriend ever. "Jordan?" I heard a loud MMM. "Im sorry" "For what?" He said resting his chin on my head. "For lying to you. For never telling the truth. For keeping things from you" I felt tears forming. i pushed them back. "What do you mean?" He said soothingly. "Dont worry. We'll talk in the morning. But promise me, whatever I do or say, dont get angry at me. Please. i will understand if you dont ever want to talk to me again, or never want to see my face. But just dont go full out rage at me ok?" 

*JORDANS POV*

"Just dont go full out rage at me ok?' She started making me worry. What was she going to say? Was she gonna break up with me? Was she hiding more things from me? "Okay" I kisssed her on the head and started drifting off to sleep. What was she going to say to me?

*SUMMERS POV*

*DREAM*

I was sitting in the corner, rocking back to forth. I heard footsteps so I looked up. Tears stained my face. I wasnt sure how long I had been there in the corner for. I saw a man walking up to me. At first I thought it was Andy. My whole body frozen when I saw that it wasnt Andy, It was Jordan. He knelt down besides me. "WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?" he spat in my face making me cry more. He slapped me across the face. "You made a deal. Why didnt you Fucking tell me!" he kicked me in the leg making me cry out in pain. I burried my head in my knees. He grabbed my face with all his might and ripped my head up so i was facing him. He had a hold of my chin. "Tell me why?!" I started crying more. Jordan pulled out a pocket knife and put it to my throat. "Speak" he growled. "I- I" I studdered.  He moved the kife to my leg. He pushed the knife into my skin hard. I felt blood trickling down my leg. He slowly pulled the knife down towards my ankle. One the cut had been done he stood up and yelled in my face. "DIRTY GIRL. DIRTY DIRTY. DIRTY GIRL. BAD GIRL. YOU DIRTY BAD GIRL" he sounded completly insane. 

*END OF DREAM*

I woke up covered in sweat. i let out a small yelp and looked over at Jordan. I then pulled off the cover and looked at my leg. There was no cut and no scar. I sighed at looked at my phone. It was 4.30 in the morning. I layed down and fell back into a deep sleep. I was asleep for what felt like a minute when I felt someone hsaking my shoulder. I opened my eyes to see Jordan there with a tray containing two plates of pancakes and two cups of coffes. I smiled at jordan as I sat up and he put the food on my lap. "I felt you wake up last night. Was everything ok?" I looked down at my leg. "yeah. everything is peachy keen. It was just a bad dream" I smiled at him. "What was it about?" oh shit. I felt like lying to him but i promised myself no more lying. "It was about you and me" He looked shocked. "And it was bad?" he asked scared. I nodded. He looked sad. "Can I know?" he asked not looking up. "I told something I had been keeping from you, It was something I was actually going to tell you today, and you got angry at me. i found myself in a corner crying and you came over and kept yelling at me. You started hitting me and kicking me and even cut my leg open" He was taken back by that last part. "And once you had finished cutting my leg you started yelling in my face again. You said something like 'Dirty girl. Dirty dirty girl. Naugthy girl. Dirty naughty girl' Or something like that" I felt tears forming in my eyes. I shoved a bit of pancake in my mouth but i couldnt swallow. "I would never do something like that to you Summer. I might get angry, but i never would hit kick or stab you" he said, hurt in his eyes. "I know" I mumbled. "i guess i was just scared of telling you. I was litterly shitting bricks when i told you about Andy" tears made their way down my face. "Look. Summer. If you dont want to tell me write it down and then I will read it" "What?" "This is what my mum used to do when I was scared to tell her anything. I would write it down on a bit of paper and then she would read it and then we would talk about it" I thought about this for a while. "Okay. But once you finished reading it and its all over, were burning it" Jordan nodded and wiped my face. We sat in silence for the next 10 minutes while we finished our pancakes.

Hey guys!

Im so sorry if this story is getting confusing or annoying. >-< IM SORRYYYY. And Im sorry if it seems or its getting to the point where Summer is just getting too annoying with all the shitty little problems.
But anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed :3

~Rach

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