The Unusual Friendship (A Captain Sparklez Fan-Fic)

Chapter 17- The Real Life Story

*JORDANS POV*

So. This her life story. I stared at the book in my shaking hands. This is it. I took a huge breath and flipped to the first page.

'So Jordan. I dont want you getting angry at me for anything in this book. Im serious. You dont know how much pain it was to write this. If I had it my way I woulnt tell you any of this. but that is me just being self concious and a little selfish. So Anyway. if you would liek to flip to the next page, you can start reading my life story. Just know that I love you, and even If you decide you cant put up with the things I write in here, or the things that are wrong with me or anything like that, I understand. I love you Jordan.'

I felt tears forming already and I had only read the damm intro.

'So it all started March 22nd when I was born. I was a happy lil chappy and I hardly ever cried. I was a baby that most aprents would want. Hardly ever crying, eats all their food and well behaved. I had an older sister. Her name was Winter. She was 5 years older then me. I dont know why we were called after the seasons, but It suited us. I had really bad hayfever when i was younger which also led to me having astma. I used to have it bad, and I still do but i rarely get asthma attacks. When I was 10 my sister decided to run off with her boyfriend. We never heard from her again, but my parents still beleived that she would call. Even to this day.'

I saw some tear stains on this page. Damm. Poor Summer.

'During Primary school everything was fine. I had amazing friends. But two of my bestest friends moved away leaving me there to defend for myself.. But luckly that was just when Highschool was about to start. Durning Grade 5 this was when Winter ran away. I was so upset, I hardly did any of my work and i was slowly slipping from straight A's to C's. Even D's. I started to get seriously bullied because of it and because I was always so sad at school. It got to the point I didnt want to go back to school. I would self harm and all that shit. And Im pretty sure I had depression. That year ended thankfully, and I was hoping the next year would be better in some way. And I was right. I managed to pull out of the depressive state, thankfully. Year 6 was amazing. It was so sad when I had to leave all my teachers beheind though. All throughout the rest of my schooling years consisted of friends, failing somethings, getting bullied and more. When I was 16 though, I went to my friends sweet 16th. Her name was Amiee and this is exactly what happened. or atleast what I remember;

It was my friend Amies 16th birthday and we held her a birthday party. We were having so much fun and when everyone left it was just Amie, Miranda, Becky and Me. We all stayed at Amies house. We were playing truth or dare when we heard a big crash downstairs. "What the fuck was that" Amie whispered turning pale. I looked at Miranda and Becky. They were both terrified. "I will go take a look" I said after what seemed like forever. I tip toes downstairs. It was bitch black. I started walking around when out of nowhere i felt this stabbing pain in my stomach. I fell to the floor and let out a small cry for help. Next thing i knew Amie ran downstairs flicking on the light. I had a good look at who was standing above me. "Todd?!" I heard Amie yell at her ex. He was quite drunk. I looked down at where the pain was and saw a huge cut in my stomache. I started to shake. "OMG. SUMMER" I heard Becky yell. The next thing I knew i was in a hospital. This  was another cause to my anxiety.

2 years later was the Andy incident. And you know about it, so im not writing it. But as you know, I moved to Cali, to get away from that. Andy followed me here and your the only thing that has kept me safe and made me wanna live. I admit, I was ready to kill myself. When Andy started sending those messages, I wanted to die. I didnt want to live. 
I dont want to keep anything else from you. So just a recap:
-Bad past.
-Bad Anxiety
-Asthma
-Badly bullied
-Used to Self harm
-Had depression.

Great past, eh Jordan. Anyway. I hope you not crying too much. <3 i really love you ok and thats why I promis I will never lie again. I promis. thats my real story and theres nothing I have left out, I hope.
Wait. yes there is.

I managed to meet the greatest person In The History Of Everything, and he became my boyfriend. And Im so thankful of that. Its thanks to you I could do anything. I used to watch your videos back when you started and you always managed to make me laugh. <3 I love you so much.

Please leave questions and I will answer them. I promise.

I turned the page to nothing. Was that it? I noticed I was crying. I scribbled in a few questions and got changed and went to bed.

Hey guys. 

whatchu think of the real life story????
Anyway. I know no one reads this part, b ut if you do. Your awsome!

Thank you for reading my fellow crafters, 

Please comment/vote/share and that will be all. 

~Rach :3