Claiming his heart

Chapter 23

Hi kitties

Garv

I love you Garv, a lot.

When I heard her saying that, I was stopped in my way. I looked back to find her sleeping. I guess her mind must be thinking that she is saying those in her sleep but she had spoke those words for real. I don't know if she would be awake then she would have said those to me face to face, I won't take the last one which she had told me in the evening because she had said those words but didn't really keep the track of that. I want to her to say this when she is fully focused over this.

Now I can conclude why I used to be angry whenever I used to see her with other man because unknowingly she has also made a place in my heart which was special. She is the special person and today I got to know that I used to ignore few things which didn't really affect me in the end but if I let go of her today than I know that it would affect me.

Today after hearing that I couldn't really concentrate because all the time my mind was calling for her again and again and now when I know what does she feel for me, I am feeling as if something blossomed inside me.  I know that I must be exaggerating the things but these are my feeling.

I turned around to see those files on the table. I shook my head, she shouldn't really work this much hard when it would affect her health. I know that we should keep on doing our work which asks from us our time and endless night but it can't be continued till long because it could only make us suffer more and energy less in the future. I can compromise with all the thing expect health. I arranged those file.

Today my motive to come here to was to know what does she think about me and when she was describing me it was as if she knows me more than myself, she was telling me as if she could read through my soul. I guess I would never been able to see what does she feel until she would have told me what does she really feel. Even though she had said without being on the right mind but then also I am glad that she did, or else it would have been too late for me to realize my feelings for her.

This all might sound cheesy or whatever, I can't put the right words over here, but I know that now I have keep on holding on her. She has to realize that sometime you can never get what you want if you don't speak, she has to be confident about what does she want and later on it could be decided if she can get it or not but if she won't speak up than that person or thing would be already taken away from her.

I looked around and decided that it is my time to leave. She is sleeping peacefully and that is enough for me. I come out and the door automatically locked. This is nice feature that it is locked automatically until the person inside opened the door or have the key of the door. I was coming towards my room when another door opened up and it was of Ekansh. He come out from the room. He was wearing sunglasses in the night.

"Why are you wearing those?"

"My eyes got infection." I didn't said anything but nodded.

"Take care of yourself."

"But what are you doing over here at this time?"

"I was with Sonia, talking about something but you are also here when you should be sleeping."

"I am not sleepy right now, I will go around and will come back soon." Before I could say anything he went away. This is weird. This might be the first time that we have talked like this but even though we didn't argued but this rushing of him is quite suspicious, it was as if he wants to get away from here as soon as possible. I was holding on the key to my room but something inside me wasn't so much confident about going inside. I kept back the key and followed him. I found him the lobby. He was acting all normal and even the staffs were changed. I followed him to the out where he went to the outside of the hotel main gate. I followed him silently till a distance before a car stopped in front of hum. That car was still shining in the night. Ekansh removed his glasses. That means he had lied to me. He sat inside the car and the car took a u turn and went away. I can't follow him just now because I don't have the transportation.

Today Ekansh didn't really helped himself with that lie. He had put himself in my suspicious list. He must be hiding something. I am sure that he must have talked something with Sonia as he also likes Sonia. Now Sonia will build a bridge between him and me. I come back to the hotel and went towards my room.

My mind was full of Ekansh. Could it be possible that he is having a purpose to come to Sonia? It can be possible. But what would Ekansh could have done which is making him to go out in night. He is really a suspicious. I know that it could be anything like he have some friends over here or other reasons but it won't clarify itself in front of me but I have to find the clarification so and have to unravel his truth in front of my eyes.