blood, tears, and true love

can i trust her?

{CORDELIA'S POV}
as we were walking down the stairs, misty's hand in mine hailey walks behind us. "awww, look at you two!" she said teasingly. "you two lesbians" she said chuckling. "just stop! this is getting out of hand!" i yelled. "you've put me through enough shit in my life, can't you just let me be happy for once?!" i asked yelling almost to the point of breaking down. "just stop fat ass and go eat some food." hailey told me. "you know what fuck you, i'm not hungry anymore." i said dropping misty's hand and running into my bathroom locking the door.

{MISTY'S POV}
"what the hell hailey! why would ya even say that?" i asked. "you're messed in the brain." "oh please misty, i've read your thoughts. i know how you cut yourself, and how you imagine fucking cordelia." hailey said. i blushed and ran up to cordelia's room. she was no where to be seen. "delia?" i call. no answer. "delia?!" i said getting worried. i circled around her room and saw her bathroom light on. i walked over there and pounded on the door. "cordelia!" i yelled, and she didn't answer. i kicked the door trying to break the lock. i started panicking.

{CORDELIA'S POV}
i woke up after being passed out on the floor and heard banging on my door. "wha-what?" i mumbled. "CORDELIA!" i heard misty yell. i got up with a banging headache and unlocked the door. "sorry." i said holding my head. "what happened?" misty asked with concern. "nothing i'm fine." i said. "obviously you're not, what happened?" misty asked with the same concern in her eyes. "can i trust her." i thought to myself. "well..." i paused. "never mind." i said looking at the ground. misty grabbed my hand "delia you can tell me anything." she said rubbing my shoulder, as she did that her sleeve slid down and she quickly slid the sleeve back down. i saw it, her cuts. i didn't know what to say. i knew she knows i saw them. "misty..." i said looking at her. "i-um, it's nothing okay." she said walking out. "misty wait!" i said loudly. "what? i know you're judging me, everyone does when they find out. i'm sorry, i fuck everything up." she said with tears forming in her eyes. "misty..." i paused. "you don't, i understand." i said pulling up my sleeve to reveal my scars. "i used to do it too... i've been clean for three months." i said pulling my sleeve back down. "come here." i said grabbing her hand and pulling her to my bed and sitting on it. "i'm going to tell you something i have never told anyone..." i paused, my heart started pounding. "i've had an eating disorder for a while... i've lost quite a bit of weight." i said looking to the floor, i felt misty's warm touch on my back. "oh delia, we can get through this together. we aren't alone anymore, we have each other now." she said pulling me into her warm embrace. "i love you, and we will battle these fights together." she said kissing my cheek. "hey uh-do you mind sleeping in here tonight?" i asked. "no not all." misty said lying on the bed and patting on the spot next to her. i laid down and she pulled me into her arms. "please don't ever feel like you're alone, you have me now." she said kissing my neck and closing her eyes. "good night delia." "good night misty."