blood, tears, and true love

forever in my heart

(WOAH sorry i haven't updated since january, i know i suck. i've been depressed and life has been crazy also i'm trying to recover and this story is a little triggering to write for me :/ and idk i just really didn't have time either anyway on with the story)

{CORDELIA'S POV}
"hello delia.. it's misty." i read. "idk what to say, you're keeping things from me. i can see that now. i made this account because i love you, and i care about you more than anything in the world. i can't stand seeing you like this, you need to tell someone, you need to get help. i know it seems scary but i know you can get through this, you're strong. please delia... i love you." i threw my phone across the room and started to sob. "this is why you don't get close to people, you stupid girl." i thought my mothers words reflecting off my mind. "stupid girl, stupid girl, stupid girl." i yelled banging my head against the wall, just then misty ran into the room. "cordelia stop! please!" she begged. "misty!" i cried. "why can't you see! i can't get better!" i yelled with tears rolling down my eyes. "i'm stuck in this web of lies, and horrible thoughts, and i can't handle it anymore!" i yell and run into the bathroom locking it on my way in. "please delia! don't do this! open up!" misty cried while banging on the door.

{MISTY'S POV}
i don't know what to do anymore, i can't handle her being like this. she is my love, my tribe... my everything. if anything happened to her... i wouldn't be myself anymore. tears roll down my face as i bang on the door. "cordelia, i love you. you're all i have, no one else in this world knows me like you do." i fall to the ground. "just go away!" i hear cordelia yell.

{CORDELIA'S POV}
as i cry i can feel my heart slowly getting weaker and weaker, my hands begin feeling numb, and i start to panic. i fall to the ground and everything goes black. "where am i?" i think. i walk around but everything is just.. black. a few moments later and i see a light coming from ahead. i run towards it.

{MISTY'S POV}
i heard a loud thump come from inside the bathroom and i begin to panic. "cordelia!" i scream and cry. i can't hear anything anymore, not her weeps, not her voice... nothing. she's dead, i can feel it. i run out of the room and downstairs to find myrtle. "what is it my dear?" she asks. "it's..." i say breathing heavily. "cordelia, she's gone. she locked herself in the bathroom, i can't feel her presence anymo-" that's all i can get out before collapsing to me knees crying. i see myrtle run upstairs and i follow. "cordelia!" she yells, and runs into her room. just then hailey runs in. "i can't hear cordelia, where is she?" she asks. "oh god." i hear myrtle mumble under her breath as she kicks the door to try to knock it down. i decide to join still in a panic like mode. minutes later we kick it down and there she is... her lifeless body lying there. i run up to her and hug her cold body with tears falling from my eyes. "cordelia." i whisper. "i love you, i can't describe this pain i feel." i say laying by her side. "i can bring her back!" i jump up. "dearie your not strong enough to bring people back to life yet." myrtle says sobbing. "but... can't i try." i cry and sit next to cordelia. "sequere lucem, venite ad me, sequere lucem, venite ad me." i chant over and over. i begin to feel faint and collapse.

(wow okay this is actually so sad im so sorry anyway the next chapter is going to probably be the last and i PROMISE i won't make you wait months until i update again. if i do kill me)