Forgiving

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Eren kept walking after you. You heading to the locker room to change for P.E. 

"(Y/N)! Wait!..I'm sorry!"

You kept walking trying to ignore Eren.

"(Y/n)! I need you."

"No. You don't. You were perfectly fine without me for like 3 years."

"(Y/n) I'm so sorry. And I mean it. I didn't realize how empty I was without you."

"That's not what I seen." Eren stood in front if you. "Please." "I don't think you care."

"I'm going to show you how much I care then!" You tried to walk away from him but Eren grabbed you arm and pushes you against the wall and kisses you. You were about to pull him off but you really liked the idea of his soft lips on yours.

He pulled away. "(Y/n) do you see how much I need you. My life completely sucks without you. ". You were still shocked about what he did. Without saying anything he left. You carried on your day.

You went home into your room and laid on your bed. You hugged your pillow squealing.
HE KISSED ME. I CAN'T BELIEVE MYSELF ..I kind of liked it. NO. I can'tshould I tell my mom? Nah. wait a minute...what about Marco.
Oh no.
Should I tell him. No..then he'll get mad. ..but if I don't tell him he'll find out eventually...then he'll be mad.
What am I gonna do?
I'll just come clean tomorrow. ....I don't know..
***next day****

You walked into school and you went to your locker. Marco came up to you and he didn't hug you or anything he usually does. ..I think he knows..

You couldn't keep this forever..

"Marco I have something to tell you." Marco looked nervous "Me too..."

You both said this at the same time:

"Eren kissed me."

"I'm gay."

"Wait what?!" You both said in unison.

"You're gay..well um okay I guess I can deal with that."

"You kissed EREN..I don't think that's okay.."

"He kissed me."

"Still.."

"So does this mean we are going to brea-"

Jean came  up and interrupted. "Yes he's mine ." He took Marco hand.

"Well then.."

"I'll see you around (y/n)."

You weren't heartbroken ..but you started to feel empty.

The day dragged on.  You went home.

The house phone started to ring. You picked it up. "Hello?"

"Hi (y/n) its me Carla." "Oh hi." " Would you like to come over since its Friday and your mom is over here." "I guess so." "Okay see you in a few seconds." "Haha okay."

You hung up and walked over to Eren's house. You knocked at their door and Eren's emerald eyes meet yours. "Come in.."

You walked in. Your mom was talking with Carla and Grisha and for the first time in forever..she was smiling.

"I guess we can hangout in my room." Eren suggested.

"Okay." You both went up to his room and you sat on his bed.

" so how's you and Marco?"

"We broke up..and turns out he's gay."

"Oh."

"Are you okay..without Marco?'

"Yeah .."

"I'm sorry for all that I said and for abandoning you..for so long."

"Its okay.."

"I learned my lesson..I'm so sorry." Eren looked like he was going to cry. "I should of realized what you were going through..I have all of my family and ..you..-"

"Yeahyeahyeah..I know.."

"I'm sorry."

"Stop saying that Eren! I know you are."

"Okay..I'm..no..um..I love you..."

"I love you too."

"So I guess this means you take back all you said about hating me.."

"Yeah..I wasn't thinking straight.. I was just a kid and I'm found out I'm nothing without you and honestly my life would suck without you.." Eren smiled slightly.

"I shouldn't really be missing you Eren.. But I'm nothing without you.."

He kisses you. His soft lip touch yours. You kissed him back passionately. He kissed you deeply. He pulled away.

"Promise you won't leave me Eren?"

"I promise..I'm not as half bad as Marco."

You laughed. "I love you Eren." 'I love you too (y/n)".

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