Words are just complicated airflow
So i'll keep 'em safe inside of my throat
I'm so afraid of what i've become
Runnin' all night to stay numb
Lately, i've been living in the background
Keep my voice low, keep my head down
That's what i do, build up my walls
Hold my breath, pray that i don't fall
I say "i'm fine"
And i know any moment
My world could collapse
I'm alright
It's just when i breathe
It gets hard to believe i'm fineI'm fine
Words have been stuck inside my chest
'cause everything i say feels like a waste of my breath
I'm so ashamed of who i've been lately
Spend all my time finding ways to escape me
Sorry that i haven't been returning your calls
It's just that i'd rather do nothing at all
Than to make some excuses for where i've gone wrong
Instead of bringing you along
I say "i'm fine"
When i know any moment
My world could collapse
I'm alright
It's just that when i breathe
It gets hard to believe in the lie, lie
Lie to myself, push them away
'cause i won't ask for help running highIt's just when i breathe
It gets hard to believe that i'm fine
It's just when i breathe
It gets hard to believe that i'm fine
Words are just complicated airflow
Every cry for help is like an echo
I can't explain all that i've done
So i say "i'm fine"
When i know any moment
My world could collapse
I'm alrightIt's just that when i breathe
It gets hard to believe in the lie, lie
Lie to myself, push them away
'cause i won't ask for help running highIt's just when i breathe
It gets hard to believe that i'm fine
It's just when i breathe
It gets hard to believe that i'm fineI'm fine, fine...