Hell Hole · Tododeku ✓

Chapter 05

                                                                                  ~Todoroki POV~                      

                                                              We start to head into Deku's room. I open the door and see Deku sitting on the bed. He was still answering some police's answers. "Do you remember anything else about the man?" says one of the police. Deku looked as if he was about to answer but stopped when he saw us. The police was confused so he turned around and also saw us. "Who said you two could come in?" he said. "I- um-" I say before Mina puts her hand around my neck. "We were told we could come in and see him!" she says. "Well we only need a few minutes and you'll be free to come in." he says. We start to head out to the guest room. Man? What man? I don't see myself stop in the middle of the hallway until Mina snaps me out of it. "Um Todo?" she says. "I blink as I come back. "Um yeah?" I say as we continue walking. "Is everything alright? You've seemed lost ever since we got here." she says. "Yeah I'm fine. I think I just need some rest." I say. Mina rubs her eyes and yawns "Yeah, thats for sure." she says.                                                                                                 

                                                                                      ~Deku Pov~  

"Is there anything else you remember of the man? says the police. I open my mouth to respond but then I see Todoroki and Mina standing there. The police turnes around and sees them, too. "Who told you two could come in?" he says. "I-um-" says Todoroki before Mina puts her hand around his neck. "We were told we could come in." she says. "We just need a few minutes and you could come in." says the police. They head out the door. The guy keeps asking questions, and I answer them but I can't help but think. Mina seems to be all over him nowdays. Are they dating? "Midoriya?" says the police. "Uh- mhm?" I say. "Is everything ok? You seem to be muttering about something." he says. "Oh I just have a bad habit of muttering-" I say. "Well as I was saying, is there anything you can tell us about the man?" says the guy. "Not that I know of, no." I say. As the police thank me and start to pack up, I can't help but this about home. I'd have to go to that hell again. I look inside my backpack to see if I can find my razor, but to my surprise it wasn't there. "Shit!" I yell quietly so no one could hear me. I get up and wobble to the mirror. Look at yourself! Bakugo's right, you really are a monster! S-Shut up.. No one will ever love you! M-Maybe someone will.. And what about Todoroki? He'd be better off if you were dead. "I SAID SHUT UP GOSHDAMNIT!" I yell smashing the mirror and falling onto the floor. Tears fill my eyes as I see people running inside. I feel myself being pulled into someones arms, and that person is Todoroki. I flinch back in tears and away from Todoroki. He had a confused and worried look on his face. "What the hell happend here?" I hear Mr. Aizawa say as me enters the room. I see another nurse come inside and starts to check if I was ok. See what you caused? You only put more pain onto others."Shut up shut up shut up!" I say as I start to smack myself, trying to get rid of the voice. I feel my hands being pulled away. "Deku stop it!" says Todoroki. A few minutes pass by and everyone leave the room, exept for Todoroki. He pulls a chai next to the bed what I sit on it. "Want to explain why you kept yelling and smacking yourself?" he says. I sit there, silently. "Midoriya, answer me." he says. He used my last name?  Still I don't answer. Is I can't tell you a good answer? I guess I could give it a shot. "I-I-I c-can't t-tell you..?" I say as if it were a question. Todoroki's face turned into a confused look. "Why can't you tell me?" he says. "Why are you asking so many questions?" I shoot back as I stand up to walk out the room. Todoroki grabs my wrist to signal me to sit down but I felt a sharp pain when he did. Damnit. That's were one of my deep cuts are. Instead of crying or yelling, I did something I shouldn't have done. I smacked his hand hard. REALLY hard. I clapped my hands onto my mouth questioning what I just did. I quickly grabbed my razor and tried to leave the room, but Todoroki grabbed my hand. As I turn around to get his hand of me, I..

                                                                           ~Todoroki pov~                                                                                            As the green-hair boy turns to leave, I grab his hand. As he turns around, something happens that turns me hot red. As he tries to get my hand off him, he trips and falls onto me. I fall, hitting my back. I look up to see a red Deku with wide eyes. He was ontop of me, but not in the way I thought he would be. He was in a position as if we were gonna, fuck? He starts to tremble, but I manage to calm him down. Here I am, on the floor, and my crush on top of me. I was about to get up until I saw someone open the door. I see a familiar face walk in. Shit. It's Mina. How is she gonna react when she see's us like this? "Hey! I was gonna come in and check up on you, but first I'm trying to-" she says before she gets cut of by seeing us. "Um- Are you guys busy orr-" she says kinda awkwardly. Me and Midoriya look at each other and then at Mina. It was a solid 2 minutes of silence before I get up. "I'll see you at school, mk?" I said to Midoriya. He nodded in response. I walk to with Mina to get our stuff. "What was that all about?" Mina says. "Um I just fell-" I say. "Well Aizawa is waiting for us outside. Lets make this quick." she says. We head to the bathrooms and change into our uniforms. We grab our stuff and head out the door.

                                                                                ~Deku pov~                                                                                               "I'll see you at school, mk?" says Todoroki. I nod. They both head out the door. I begin to blush from what just happened. He probally wished he was dead because of what happened. B-but he was s-smiling.. People can hide their feelings too. I know that. What do you know? Your just a weakling with no friends. B-But Todoroki is my friend... AHA! You really think he's your friend? He probally only hangs around with you because he pittys you. Your right.. Am I ever wrong? I try and search around the room to find something to cut with. I finally find a razor. I take off my old bandages and begin to cut. I write the word slut on my right arm. I look down to the floor and see blood. I wrap new bandages around my arms and clean up any left blood. I quickly to the bed. "Izuku?" I hear a nurse say as she pokes her head through the door. "U-Um y-y-yes..?" I say. "You are free to leave." she says. I pack my bag and change into my school uniform. The hospital called an uber for me to get to school. I get in and start to check my phone. 

                                                                                   ~Inku pov~                                                                                              After I get home from the Hospital, I see he isn't home yet. I sigh and walk up to the bedroom. I was about to pass Izuku's room but I walk in his room. I sit on his bed and look around the room. All might everywhere. I smile as I pull out Izuku's old All might outfit from when he was a kid. I look at it and tear up. He's gone through so much because of me. He hurts so much. I hug the outfit and cry. All I could think about now was Izuku. What his step-father does to him, the foot collar, and now his sexual assult accident. If only I could have protected him. If only I could have given him a better life. He was so happy when he was younger. This is all my fault, all of it. If only I was a better mother. As I cry, I hear a door slam and someone yell "INKO GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE."...he's home. I place the All Might outfit on his bed and nervously walk downstairs. As I walk down the stairs, he grabs my wrist and drags me down the stairs. When we make it downstairs, he throws me onto the floor. "WHERE THE HELL WHERE YOU?" he yells. "I-I was at the hospital.." I say. "FOR WHAT?" he yells. "B-Because Izuku had fainted a-and he hand been s-sexually assulted.." I say before breaking down in tears. "That little brat. He can't even protect himself from getting hurt." he says. "I-It wasn't his fault!" I yell weakly. He walk towards me and smacked me. He continued beating me up. A few minutes later he left. I was on the floor, bleeding and tearing up. I get up and bandage myself. I wash off the blood and change. I was pretty tired so I went to bed. But I didn't feel like sleeping in my room, so I went into Izuku's room and slept on the bed. As I closed my eyes, I drifted into a not so peaceful sleep.

Hey guys! Sorry for not updating. I was kinda caught up in all my school work. I'm not doing so good in school so I don't think I'll post often but I'll try. Btw thank you for all the support on the story!