Avoiding Love

Chapter 11 - Heartache

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I cried for hours and when my mom called me down for dinner I said I wasn't hungry even though my stomach thought otherwise. I'd never felt this bad.. Even when a really close family member passed away I didn't cry, not even at the funeral.. But this was the heartache, so I guess it made sense.

"Jessi!! Just listen to me!" Kevin was pleading the next day at school. "No! You lied to me! You made me-" I turned around to look him in the face. He looked so sad. It was because of me.. I shook my head. "I'm not listening to you!" I ran off as the bell rang. I wanted to cry. First period started and Kevin say in his usual seat, beside me.

All throughout the class I couldn't focus because someone kept tapping me. At the last 10 minutes of class Mrs. White always gave us free time. I suddenly got turned around. "Jessi.. Please.. Just hear me out.." I sighed in frustration. "Fine." I saw his eyes light up. "Um uh.. One second.. let me sort my thoughts." He turned around. I chuckled. After a minute he turned back around. "Ok before anything else.." He suddenly kissed me. I gasped in surprise. I kissed him back on instinct. When I realized what we were doing I pulled away. "What the hell?!" I screamed as I slapped him. "Ow! You kissed me back! I know you still like me somewhere in your heart!" He retorted. "Ugh!! You lied to me!" I yelled. "I know! But let me explain!" He lowered his voice.

People were staring.

I hated it when people stared.

I grabbed Kevin's hand (hesitantly) and went up to the teacher and before I could say a word she gave us hall passes and dismissed us. I was shoved against the lockers. I gasped. "W-what are you d-doing?!" I stuttered. He smirked. "There was a plan. I didn't create it.. Daren did." I froze when I heard that name. "Why would you he--" He covered my mouth. "Please leave all questions until I'm done." I nodded. "Good. He wants you a lot.. But I.. I want you so much more.. I need you.." I gasped.

"N-No.. Y-You're a liar." I suddenly yelled. I pushed him away. "You toyed with my feelings! You.. You made me fall in love with you! You.. You.." I stopped mid sentence and then everything went black.

Azya's P.O.V

I asked Mr. Tumlin if I could go to the restroom at the last 5 minutes of class. He gave me a hall pass and I went on my way. I walked to the restroom but was stopped by seeing my best friend passed out on the floor with Kevin standing near her.

"What the hell did you do?!" I accused Kevin, stepping forward. "She just fainted.. She seemed really upset.." He explained. "Again.. What did you do?" I said calmly, walking over to Jess. "I was trying to explain to her why.." He trailed off. "Why what?" I kneeled down beside Jess. "She didn't tell you?" He asked. I shook my head. "I can't find my phone." Kevin nodded and took a step forward. "Can I help?" I shook my head again. "I got her. You go back to class." I said as I picked up Jessi bridal style and walked away.

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About an hour later I was still in the nurse's. She told me to go back to class but I insisted on staying with Jess.

"Azya?" I heard a weak voice call me out. I was washing my hands at that moment. I turned my head around and smiled at Jess. "Good morning baby cakes." I dried off my hands. "What happened?" She asked, sitting up. "Well you fainted because you were getting pretty pissed at Kevin." I exclaimed. She blushed right away. "Speaking of him, what happened?" She sighed. "It's a long story.." She exclaimed. "I've got time." I sat next to the bed she was sitting on. "But you have classes!"

"The nurse will write a note."

"But-"

"No buts. Spill."

She sighed and told me everything that happened. "Wow. That asshole." She winced at my cussing. I apologized. She just simply nodded. The door suddenly opened and there stood Kevin. "Speaking of the devil.." I muttered.

Jessica's P.O.V

"Speaking of the devil.." Azya muttered as the door creaked open. There stood Kevin. "What do you want?" I asked coldly. Was this even my voice? It sounded as if it belonged to someone else. "I wanted to see if you were okay.." He said with regret clear in his tone. "W-well I'm fine as you can see." I said in that not-my-voice tone. "Jess.. I'm so sorry..." He started to apologize. "She doesn't want to hear it." Azya said for me. "I don't care! I want you to hear me out, Jess! Just listen to my side!" He pleaded. "She doesn't wa-" I cut Azya off. "Kevin.. I'm not ready to hear your side of the story yet." I looked daringly into his eyes. "Fine. I'll be waiting." And then he left.

He left.

I felt as if he'd just walked out of my life.. just like that.. and now he's gone. I don't think that will be the last time I see him though. "Hey, are you ok?" Azya asked worriedly. "He's gone Azya.. he's gone." And after that I just cried on her shoulder. "Shh.. Shh... It's ok.." She said patting my head. The day dragged on.

When lunch finally came around, I didn't feel like eating. I could feel Kevin's eyes burning a hole through my head but I never looked at him.

**** (A/N: Already named these stars: Ikaros, Nymph, Delta [can't remember her actual name], and Chaos. From Heaven's Lost Property of course!)

It was finally time to go home. It was really hard to ignore Kevin today. I groaned mentally. I just wanted to go home without anymore interruptions, but of course God wouldn't let that happen.

To be continued...
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