Ouran High School Host Club Boyfriend Scenarios and One-shots

I Know You Guys Don't Care But...

Things lately have been rough. 

My mental health has only gotten worse. I've had suicidal thoughts and self-harm urges. 

I feel unwanted and worthless. My family sure makes me feel that way. I honestly don't know what to do with myself.  

My family is killing me. It's mainly mother. She's just so disrespectful and rude. Around her, I feel worthless or less of value than everyone else. 

My stepfather is just really pissing me off. He's stupid and racist. I've heard him say the N-word multiple times. I am black and he is not. That word should not be in his freaking vocabulary, it's not even in mine! 

And my sister is just bratty but she's little so whatever. 

I don't know if you guys remember, but a few months ago in June, there was a domestic violence situation that I talked briefly about at the beginning of a chapter. It was my brother who caused the situation. He threatened to shoot all of us. Y'all don't know how much that hurt me. I'm still hurting. My brother was my best friend and he would go and do something like that. And he said that he didn't care about any of us. 

I really just want to let you guys know what's going on right now and how much I'm hurting. I have a Mori x reader planned. Called "I'm Sleepy" it's just a cute little fluff oneshot it should be done soon. It really depends on if I can stop crying or not. 

(Edit: It's actually going to be a Kyoya x Reader. And it's very late. I just suck don't I?)

I'm honestly so sorry. I've been failing you guys as an author and I hope you can forgive me. 

See ya later and again I'm so so so sorry for being this inconsistent.