𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨 || 𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙣𝙚𝙮 𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙗𝙮

chapter 5

SIDNEY

"Fuck!"

I woke up feeling guilty and shit. I felt bad for that particular reason and I was starting to hate myself for that.

After waking up in my bed, she was nowhere in the room. She was gone and it was like she disappeared off the earth but I remembered she was just another human.

I swore she was the hottest woman I've ever seen in my entire life. I had to leave my place as soon as I could because I was eight minutes late to the practice and I was always early.

I'm the worst husband. I cheated on her. I cheated on my wife with a random woman I don't even know. But everything-the sex was amazing, last night was the best. I just don't know what to do.

Just an hour ago, I called two of my best friends over to talk for a bit. And it didn't turn out great at first.

"You cheated on Nessa?" Kris repeated what I said. He was shocked. Geno looked at me as if I was stupid, his looks were obviously giving it away.

I nodded to his question and he cursed under his breath while Geno was shaking his head in disbelief. They were disappointed in me and I wouldn't blame them. I would be too.

"That is not good, Sid," Geno declared.

"I don't know what to do. I cheated on her with... Valencia." I hesitated.

I kept pacing around the room in panic and spotted Kris widen his eyes at me. I stopped as I frowned.

"Hold up. You mean the Valencia?" He asked and I hummed.

"You know her?" I responded in confusion.

Geno smacked his lips loudly, catching my attention. "She is famous. She's a singer." He answered.

I knew I really fucked up. I cursed under my breath and sighed, running my hand across my face frustratingly. I looked at the floor and gulped hard.

"I feel so guilty," I mumbled. "And I just can't stop thinking about her," I told Kris and Geno.

I had to breathe every damn second to keep myself under control. I felt like I was about to lose my shit when Geno told me and I seriously don't want to.

"You said you had a great night," Kris suggested and I sighed, nodding.

"I did."

"You're not happy, Sid," Geno started, mispronouncing some of the words but he was slowly getting it. "Your marriage."

"What about my marriage?" I quickly looked up and spotted my wife coming toward me with a smile. I stood as soon as she hugged me.

I cursed under my breath as I shared looks with Kris and Geno. Nessa said her hellos to the boys and then gave me a gentle kiss.

Soon, she left the room and headed towards a washroom nearby. I exhaled, my chest thumping loudly. Kris gave me a quick look and I swallowed harshly.