Why me?

What happened last night

|Sadie|

Waking up was a bit of a blur. I don't remember how I got home. Last memory I have is when I was at Anthony's house we were fighting over something. Walking down the steps into the kitchen so nice sitting at the breakfast bar eating cereal.

"Well good morning sleeping beauty." He smirked taking bite. "You must of had a wild day."

"It's a Saturday I'm allowed to sleep in. Besides I don't even remember what happen yesterday."

"Well when you came home you were very upset. No one could understand what you're saying you're so worked up. Cameron just carried you up to bed in the rest of the guys try to get you to go to sleep. I left before anything else happened because I hated seeing you upset. "

At this point I was determined to find out what happened yesterday. I texted Sage immediately.

"Where is everyone? I mean the house is never this quiet."

"Your dad took everyone out for breakfast. No one wanted to bother waking up considering what happened last night. So I volunteered to stay here so that you someone was here when you woke up."

"Oh maybe I did sleep in a little too long."

"What are you doing tonight? I know your dad doesn't have anything planned for you neither does the guys.... So I was thinking maybe we could go on an official date?"

I felt my cheeks get red. I always blush at the stupidest things. It's so annoying. But after thinking about it I agreed and was totally excited for tonight.

"So what will we be doing on this on this date?" I asked sitting down next to him.

"That's classified information. " He smirked getting up and leaving the breakfast bar to put his bowl in the sink.

Then I don't know where the door flies open in eight screening boys run over to me and our dad right behind. I couldn't really understand what they were saying, it was something about a YouTube video of me.

"Woah woah, slow down what are you saying? Only one of you speak at a time!" I yelled.

"2.3 million views!!!" Shawn yelled.

"Over 1 million comments!!" Matt screamed.

"And almost 1,000,000 likes!!!" Jack yelled.

"What are you talking about?"

"Dad made a Video of you singing and it went viral you're trending on Twitter."

"#sadiessinglehit" Carter laughed.

"And then booked you a gig at a radio show tonight!!" Taylor cheered.

Thinking about it for a while I realized last asked me out on a date for tonight but I couldn't tell the guys that already have plans with Nash because we're keeping it on the down low side for now.

"Great I can't wait to go." I faked a smile looking at Nash. Feeling guilty I ever agreed. I gave Nash a look then walked upstairs. Leading him into my bedroom. Waking out onto my balcony Nash followed and shut the door.

"I am so sorry. I should of never agreed to going I'm so sorry" I began to apologize but Nash pulled me into a hug.

"It's okay," he was rubbing my back.

"No it's not. We had plans and I just blew them off. I'm a jerk"

"Hey! Listen to me," he cupped my face making me look at him, "you are not a jerk for agreeing to have an opportunity of your life. This is a chance for you to start your career as a singer. It's okay" he hugged me again.

"Are you sure?"

"As long as I can come to the show it's okay. " I giggled pulling away.

"I should probably go call my friend to tell her what's happening. "

We walked inside and shawn was sitting on my bed.

"Hey" I smiled.

"What were you doing out there?"

"Just talking. " Nash said walking out.

"Oh well anyway dad wants to talk to you about what you're going to be singing. "

"Okay tell him I'm going to call a friend quick. "

"Okay..." shawn started to walk out but then turned around, " you know you could tell me anything. I wouldn't tell any of the guys. "

"I know. " I smiled. I think he knows there's something up with Nash and I, but I shouldn't just to conclusions.

Pulling out my phone I dialed Sage. When she didn't answer I called their house phone. I'm surprised she still has one, because one uses it.

"Hello?" Sage answered.

"Hey it's Sadie."

"Oh hold on." she yelled for Anthony.

"Sage I wanna talk to you. I have to tell you something. I'll tell him later."

"I'm surprised you even want to talk to him. After what happened.."

I started to think back to the night I flew out to see them. Nothing came to mind, at least nothing bad. "What do you mean?"

"You don't remember? like anything?"

Hesitating to speak I answered, "no"

"Well for starters you and Anthony got huge fight. Then to make matters worse you brought up his past. He's been a little upset lately and you were just here yesterday but he can't stop sighing, going into deep thought, and today when he came home and school he went right to his room usually him and I watch American Idol or some stupid reality TV show and just laugh together. Since the break up he just hasn't been the same." then it all hit me as if I were standing in the middle of the road and a tuck flew by. I remember the fight what he said...What I said... my eyes began to water.. what did I do?! "So what were you going to tell me?" Sage asked but I told her my dad needed me and I hung up.

Calling Anthony I tried to hold back the tears but when it went strait to voice mail I began to cry. The thought of losing him forever was something I couldn't handle. Calling for a second time he answered, "hello?" His voice shot right threw me. so many thoughts were running threw my head I hung up dropped my phone and fell to the ground.

"Sadie?!" Jack (SB) ran into my room, "what's wrong?"

I couldn't even speak. I just hugged him still crying. At this point in glad I have eight brothers.

-

Arriving at the radio show there was this stage with the catwalk. I didn't know if they knew that I was not as famous as Most singers. just some girl from New Jersey, living a little dream. In the audience was close to 200-500 people. Getting a little nervous I bit my lip. I felt my hand begin to sweat and my heart began to beat faster. They announced my name and I turned around one last time looking back stage to see Nash and the rest of the guys smiling. Jack (SB) winked at me and I headed on stage. I sung a couple of song from other artists and bands. The second I began to sing, the roar came from the crowd cheering me on. At this moment I felt my mini fame life begin.

A/n

I am so sorry it took me forever to update but I broke my wrist and thumb it is incredibly hard to write this chapter as it is but I will try to write more. My cast come off in two days so a new chapter buy Saturday if not then Sunday. Don't forget to vote. love you guys

Stay Nashty

-SimplyGrier