The Virginity Brothers

Dear Melissa | Melissa's POV

I lit three large candles. One on the left side of my bed and one on the ride side of my bed. The third one was on my dresser and it completed the look I wanted my room to have. I wanted- No, I NEEDED tonight to be perfect. I have been dreaming of this moment since freshman year of high school. I had the perfect boyfriend, and amazing things going on in my life right now. He was so nice and sweet, he was totally hot and he was apart of the most popular group of guys in the school and our town. Every girl that I knew wanted one of the guys from Justin's group and they either wanted to be friends with me because of my relationship with Justin or they envied me for it and sadly my ex best friend Elana was one of the many girls who envied me for it.

She didn't think I noticed but I would always catch her watching them in school when we were friends. She was always staring at them a little too long, she would always watch them and pay extra attention to them. I did also but I feel like she did more. She obviously couldn't get any guys from the group and it was sad because I actually thought Carter liked her. But after seeing him with a girl In the hallways a few days ago I just knew Elana blew her chance with him.

I knew she was jealous of me and Justin's relationship because her concerns about them suddenly being 'Players' never came up until I started dating Justin. All of a sudden she was constantly in my ear saying Justin this and Justin that, he's this and he's that, the boys are this and the boys are that. To put icing on the cake every time I asked her what's wrong with the group of friends that even included her brother she always had to stop and think about what she was going to say before she said it.

I feel like if she was telling the truth, she wouldn't have to stop for five whole minutes and think about things before she told me. I've been her best friend all of her life and I knew when she was lying. She kept lying about Justin and the guys just to break us up and keep me from having a relationship just because she couldn't get one and she was jealous. She was a miserable jealous girl and I hoped she got a guy soon so she can maybe come to her senses and just be a normal freaking human being. She was becoming too obsessed with my life anyway and I hated the way she alway bashed Justin. Yes we have had little problems and little hiccups but he was the sweetest boyfriend and greatest guy to me.

My phones vibration and dinging noise tore me out of my head and I raced to my little table on the side of my bed almost knocking the candle off to get to my phone. A big smile broke out onto my face when I saw Justin's name, he always had this effect on me when he texted me. I couldn't control the happiness that I felt. 'I'm outside' his text said and my heart beat immediately started pumping faster. He's been a little impatient about me deciding when we should finally have sex and when I told him tonight would be the night he was over the moon so happy. He showered me with so many text messages about how lucky he was to be my first and that he couldn't wait to make me feel good. I got butterflies in my stomach at the very thought of him kissing me.... feeling him inside of me. He was the perfect guy and he deserved what I was about to give him.

As I headed for the stairs to open the door for him I laughed out loud when the thought of Elana telling me something about Justin only using me for sex. If that was the case why did he meet my parents and take me out on dates? Why did he buy me things? Why would he break up with me and then get back with me the next day and show me off to his friends right at Elana's house in front of everyone?

He showed everyone that he was proud to have me as his girlfriend, he has done all of the things a guy is suppose to do when they like you, when they care about you. I raced to the door and swung it open to see bright pink roses in Justin's hand.

"Thank you!" I cheered a little loudly. My parents weren't home they were out late at my dads brother's  house because he was having a house warming party. He had just moved close by to us so my parents wouldn't be back until midnight or even later. Justin hands me the flower with a smirk and I pull him inside with my other hand. He closes the door with his leg and I put the flower down on the table next to the door. He wouldn't stop staring at me and I was bitting my lips to try to ease my nerves. Justin's soft lips comes crashing into mine, he's rough and kisses me hard but I liked that he wanted to kiss me so bad. "Mmm." He moans into my mouth and makes me walk backward until my ankles hit the bottom stairs. "Ow." I break the kiss when the slight pain rings in my body. I could see the irritation clear in Justin's eyes so I brush off the pain and take his hand. "Lets go up." I lead him upstairs and slowly walk into my dim room.