My Hero Academia Angst Shots

Apology Letter - Bakugo

This is not a suicide note. It's an apology letter to every person who's been hurt by me.

From the day I came out of my mom's womb, I acted like I was king of the fucking universe. In my eyes, everyone was a useless side character in my story.

I've hurt so many people in my wake. I've taken something noble, such as being a hero, and turned it into something to fuel my ego. For all of that, I should apologize.

First, to my Mom and Dad, who have encouraged and supported me in their own way in everything I did. You've pushed me above and beyond my limits, making me exceed in everything I do. You have provided for me even though I've treated you like crap. Honestly, Mom, every time you'd give me a gentle slap for acting rudely to you or Dad, there was a part of me that hoped you found pleasure from it.

IcyHot, I've never really liked you. From the day we met, you've always gotten on my nerves, but I think that hatred came from a deep fear that you were better than me. Your quirk, as much as I hate to admit it, is absolutely amazing. When I saw you use it during the first training with All Might, I remember thinking that I could never win in a fight against you. When you declared war on Deku, I was pissed because it was as if I was literally nothing in your eyes. Later on, when you started saying you thought of me as a friend, I was too damn stubborn to accept we were anything more than rivals. Therefore, I'm saying it right now: you're my friend.

Kaminari, Mina and Sero, how you three didn't completely give up on me is beyond my understanding. If I were in your shoes, I'd have completely given up on befriending someone like me. You guys and your stupidity always managed to make me feel better, even though I constantly acted as if it pissed me off.

Kirishima, where the Hell do I even start with you? I have so much to say, and so much to apologize for. You treated me like no one I've ever met before. No matter how much of an asshole I was, you always looked past my exterior and saw me for who I really was. I can't believe someone like you was willing to become friends with me. Truthfully, I'm not good enough for you.  I never have been worthy of being your friend. I could write an entire essay on what I have to be sorry to you for. I don't have the time for that, sadly, so this will have to do. Kirishima, I'm sorry you were too dumb to see I didn't deserve to have you as my best friend.

Lastly, Deku, I owe you the biggest apology out there. You have looked up to me since we became friends, treating me with kindness and respect, and I was still an asshole to you. I hurt you physically and mentally, stomped on your dreams, and I even told you to kill yourself. Somehow, you never fucking gave up on me. Your respect for me only grew as we got older. I was such a dumbass for what I did. You never deserved any if that. Izuku, you are more worthy of your quirk than anyone else is. Sorry I have to be kinda vague with my wording.

I know words on a piece of paper aren't enough to make up for everything I did. I stayed up all night thinking of a proper apology. I've come to the conclusion that the only thing I can do to make up for it is to take my own advice. I'm taking a swan dive off the roof.

Goodbye, and I'm sorry.