Lightning love (Kakashi x reader) Completed

Worse Then Scum

I don't sleep that night. When the sun rised I got everyone up. "Why so early?" Naruto asked. "We have to get there as quick as possible." I said in a cold tone. My mask was on so no one could see my face.

"Geeze what's wrong with her?" Sakura asked. I through kunai at her. She dodged it. "what was that for?!" She screamed. Everyone stared with wide eyes.

"If you ever want to be a ninja learn not to talk back. Things come with a consequences no matter the reason. Remember to finish your mission no matter what" I said.

I could feel kakashi's stare. "But kakashi said people who abandoned there mission are scum but people who abandoned there friends are worse then scum." Naruto said.

I took my mask off and walked up to him. He was taller but I was stronger. "Then he lied" I said I turn to kakashi. "I thought you would teach them better. Now move! We don't stop till dawn." I said.

We started to leave. No one talked to me. It gave me time to think.

It looks like we will get there by tommorow if we do this one more time but do I really want to go? I could leave. I could run away and never look back. I'm strong enough to join almost anything I wanted.

I could live as a criminal or maybe have a peaceful life... alone. No matter were I go I'm alone. I might as well go. I mean who do I have to stay for? I'm a danger that they finally decided to deal with.

When I looked up I saw it was almost dark. "Let's set up camo" I said when I looked back. The team looked dead.

"How are you not tired?!" Naruto asked. "Well I'm usually alone and I don't stop till I get to my mission sight." I said not really paying attention.

"Do you not know what sleep is?" Sia asked a little less tired then the rest. "Not really I do t sleep much. I'm usually to buys." I said.

"And when your not?" He asked trying to figure me out. I look at him. "Your a smart person sia but you need to work on your innocent act." I said monotone.

"I guess your right but why the sudden change?" Sia asked. I chuckled. Kakashi snapped his head to me. Its clear they don't know. "Well I learned I won't be staying around much longer so I see no point in trying to act nice" I said.

Only kakashi knew what I meant by not being around much longer. "What do you mean?! Were are they putting you?!" Naruto asked. "Well its a secret but if you don't behave naruto. You will be sent to the same place." I said.

Kakashi's eyes widened. "Huh?" Naruto seemed confused. Sia's eyes widened. So he figured it out. "You mean-" I put a finger to my mask. Signaling him to shush.

"F/n!" Kakashi said. He waved his hand for me to follow. The rest set up camp.

We went to a place they couldn't hear us. "Your giving the mission away?!" He screamed. "So? Its not like they won't find out soon. Especially naruto now that will be interesting." I said.

"How could you say that?!" He said mad. "You know it's the truth plus what is insisting is what you will do" I said. "What do you mean?"

"You care for them. They have grown on you like your friends. You would die to save them." I said.

"It's not like you won't have anyone to stand for you." He said. "And who would do that? I've been with this team for years lieing and before that I killed everyone who hated me. Which was everyone." I said.

"Well I thought even someone-" he cut him self off. "You mean even someone like me should have someone right? Unfortunately I'm not in one of those books we read. I never had a team that likes me. I never even got a chance. Look we will be there tomorrow after that you can go on living." I said. Walking off.

It's to bad at first I really thought he might have actually cared. I guess even I dream about having someone to care for. So much so it blinded me.