Our lives are made up of conciderable fears. We cannot escape the experience of fear and pain, but that is not all. I try to find everything positive myself. Fear or curiocity. Sadness or happiness. Cold or hot. All opposites. Nothing is perfect and that is my taste of perfection.
The road is not perfectly straight. Why do we have to expect things to be the way we want it to be? You can't plan for sun life situations, that you may come across. You can, and it is very good to plan the goals you want to achieve and the dreams you don't necessaeily have to achieve.
Situations come and go, good or bad. Its not all about how things look, but also about how it feels. Everything feels good to me at the moment, and I say that precisely because everything doesnt feel perfect. I can taste some new dishes, I have not dared to taste before, especially drinks. Fear is still great, present and inevitable. All you have to do is not think about things. Looks or sounds, let it be. Schedules and rules, no more marks for me but the feeling Im trying to control. Feel good. Either it succeeds or it fails. Both are fine.
