******* PREM'S POV *******
I just woke up after long hours of sleep.
My body still feels heavy so I just stayed lying on my bed.
It's like my body is still numb but my mind has already started overthinking again.
I can't explain what I am feeling for real.
I don't know what is happening to me.
I hate that I am feeling like this.
I hate that I feel so hopeless and vulnerable.
I hate that I feel so incomplete.
I hate that I feel like I am an abandoned pet.
Why do I feel this miserable?!
Why do I feel like I am still lacking something?!
I thought I am okay...
I thought I am happy...
I thought I am praiseworthy enough...
I thought I am very much appreciated...
I know I have a lot of fans out there who truly appreciate me, who love me as who I am and who is more than willing to support me and I believe I already feel so blessed for having the chance to meet them all in this lifetime.
I know I am well loved but then why do I still crave for something more --- like something that is solely for me.
I am busy and occupied with lots of work literally achieving some of my goals in life but then here I am, losing interest for everything.
I feel like I am even losing interest in my passion.
Damn it!! This is the first time that I hated having a rest day!
All I have been doing since last night was wasting my free time sleeping and overthinking which literally exhausts me more physically and mentally.
I didn't know how long have I been thinking again until I fell asleep again.
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To be continued later tonight 😭✌
Just wanted to distract myself for a while.
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I'm Stuck In The Middle
FanfictionThis is just a short story that came into my mind while thinking about what is going on with our dearest baby Prem. I don't know but I kind of imagine that we are experiencing the same. I can imagine that he is in a dark place or a black hole at the...
