Sometimes I lose parts from myself,
And I wander through my thoughts even when the lights are on,
I was always eaten up by my insecurities,
I tried to fight back with the only weapon that I have,
But when I open my mouth I choke the words back in.
If I had a heart big enough to hold it all,
Before I crash down into myself for the last time,
It could be fine if i would burry my self doubt forever in darkness,
And someday to get a new confidence that would grow inside me,
If only I could change my fear that it never will.
I would...
