Life Novel: Part 1 and 2

8

We had a little moment together but it was enough for us to get back to where we left off before Aizen ruined everything I had loved, we walked out of the portal and the room, everyone who was there, looked at us because we were acting like the most perfect couple that are incredibly in-sync with each other. Then Ulquiorra said, "Hey, I just noticed that there are more Marvel movies that came out when you were asleep for so long." "I can't wait to see them," I said, "That is what we are going to watch for the time being so movie date!" "Wait, right now? But we just got here," said Orihime, "I completely understand that you guys want your alone time together." "Just don't do any weird stuff," said Ichigo, "Just because we are now cousins, doesn't mean I can still act like a brother to you." "You are correct but give Onyx a chance to be an actual brother for once," I said. Orihime agreed which was enough for Ichigo to here, mind you that there are so many people to back me up it's amazing on how he cowers because he's seeing Mama Serene Jewel being my mother and his biggest worry is Talon GrimEarth. So, we went to where Ichigo lived and stayed there for a while, in the near future I want to have my life with the person who gave me the key that I want to have in my life. We decided to watch Thor: Dark World first, it was after the events of the Avengers, I have a lot of movies to catch up on before I know the next trailer of another Marvel movie and I want to get caught up.

I may not be a comic book fan, but I will if I want to know the characters fully, as of right now, I am not itching to go to the book store just for that. Then again, I can do what ever I want without anyone barking any orders at me, I'm a free lady, Ulquiorra loves me for being myself, that's all that matters in our world. Then again, why do I have a bad feeling that Aizen doesn't deserve to be in that prison after what he did? Am I having feels of being sorry for what he did? I must be crazy or the fact I'm feeling that way because of Loki's position, is Aizen the same way as Loki? If so, what's got him trapped inside of his mind? I'll find out soon enough but for right now, I need to stay focus other wise we may never find out what has been happening. Can I just say that it was great being back into the home where it all began, I am feeling that again but it doesn't feel like my power does not belong here. I feel like this is my way of protecting everyone who took care of me while I was not fully aware of what was happening to me, I hope Ichigo understands on what is going to happen, I can't stay here, I might spend a couple nights here but that's about it, if I call this a home again, it would make me more in danger and I don't want to put that on Ichigo's mind or anyone else's mind. I'm going to do this for the sake of everyone that took care of me, next after Thor: Dark World was Iron Man 3, yes we are doing this because it was one way or another.

I do hope that Aizen is not in Loki's position because then that would make me feel so terrible for the guy and I always hated his guts, I might paying the price of hating someone so I'm going to let it die off. I never felt this comfortable in my life before, is it just me or is it only because I finally got back together with Ulquiorra or is it something else? I hope it's only because me and Ulquiorra have reunited, apparently I fell asleep shortly after we finished watching Iron Man 3. Man, we got a long list of movies to watch before the next big movie comes out. How I know that I fell asleep? Well, Ulquiorra was making me breakfast, it was the next day I fell asleep throughout the night, I guess that I made sure my dearest loved ones was safe and out of harms way and it helped me sleep through the night. He saw me get up, "Hey sleepy head, you fell asleep shortly after Iron Man 3, I paused the credits because remember that these movies have secret endings." "I never forgot," I said, rubbing my eyes, "It feels weird waking up in this place." "Weird in a good way or a bad way?" he asked. I had to think for a moment, "Somewhere in between good and bad." "Well, at least you had a good night's sleep," he said. I nodded in agreement because he was technically right, "Alright, day 2 of movie date!" "But I have to work," he said. I keep forgetting that he has a job, almost everyone does, I just shut off the whole thing, "Then we'll come up with something."

When I went back to the cottage, everyone that was there, was gone off somewhere, leaving me alone completely, has everybody forgotten that I can't stay alone long periods of time? Then this is where it got to this point, I had this one very bad thought saying "Everybody abandoned you, no one likes you anymore. They are just saying that so they can get rid of you finally." That got me down for the rest of the entire month, I started to make myself known to the world by making my own channel on YouTube, I got the necessary equipment to get what I needed. My first videos were me playing Skyrim, Minecraft, Subnautica, Lego Jurassic World, Lego Marvel Avengers, and Spyro The Reignited Trilogy. I was making sure that I had my own material, I even got the response I needed to get me through whatever I'm battling, it got to the point where I shut the world away from me because these thoughts were coming from somewhere I have not returned to in a great while ever since I woke up. As I got myself ready to do another video, I was locked out of my own computer, I turned to see Mugetsu with his arms crossed, "What has gotten into you, Akari?" "Wouldn't you like to know, mister blackberry," I said, trying to not touch on whatever is bothering me. Mugetsu shouted, "I'm not letting you get out of this until you tell on what the hell is going on with you!" "Why don't you just abandoned me like everybody else did then?! Obviously no one cares about my mental health or anything else," I snapped at him, walking out.

I couldn't bare the pressure anymore so I went up a mountain where Aizen stood to get away from Ichigo, I just needed to get out of there away from people. I couldn't bare the thought of being abandoned again, the first time was when I was just a baby and I was taken care of by Jushiro Ukitake, that alone was enough to make me realize that I can't be alone for too long because he told me that something incredibly powerful emerged within me only because he was only gone for a week and I almost wiped out his division, that was why he decided to take me to the captain's meeting and it's starting to make me realize that I'm TOO powerful on my own. Onyx came up to me and sat right next to me, "Why did you say that, Akari?" "I had sudden memories of what happens if I am left alone for TOO LONG," I said to him, "I'm too powerful alone to BE alone." "Oof, yeah, I never forgot about that incident," I heard him say, "Even I'm like that, but you know who makes me fight that?" "Who? Me?" I asked. He nods, "Maybe I'm that for you." "Thanks but even then," I said, "You freak out every time I spew out just a little bit of my power." "Well yeah, it touched my greatsword which was enough for me to know that you can't be alone for too long," he said, "We even told Ichigo and everyone else that you can never be alone for too long." "Not unless it's nature or I'm listening to music," I said, "But some days it doesn't work."

I walked back into the cottage, everyone was there, great, maybe they were told by Mugetsu on what has happened between us. I went through the portal and stayed there until I'm alright to come out and say on what has been going on but I'm afraid that it's not going to be enough help.