Life Novel: Part 1 and 2

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A few hours passed by, I think I am calm now, I hid the fox plush back into one of my bags in the temporary room, Janus escorted me to the living room where everyone was, I am back to my shy self, he sees this and made sure that I can make through this. I believed him, which I do not know if I should because he said that his other name was Deceit, I hope I am not being lied to from him. I looked into the living room, no one but the 2 of us, "Where is everyone?" "Don't you worry about that, Thomas wants you to feel comfortable here during your stay here," he said, "I insisted that he'll let me coach you through while Roman was making sure you were alright, I had to pull him aside because he was getting to force you into watching the things he only watches." "I hate it when people do that to me sometimes," I said, "I tolerate it, I just ignore everything that was happening on whatever is onscreen." "That is such a mood," he said, "Looks like I'm not the only one who does that." "I do it all the time," I scoffed, knowing that it annoys the literal hell out of Ichigo. I do it on purpose on most people, I would never ignore Lady Halibel or my own mother, I accidentally did it to Captain Ukitake, but he understood completely, he said that I have a true blood of a Shiba.

I turned to the Marvel movies and started to watch the ones I have seen and not seen. I started with the correct timeline, I've started with the ones that led to the first Avengers movie, I clocked everything out and only focused on the movies, I told Janus to turn off the lights because I like watching movies that way. It helps me to ignore the other things in the room, then I started to see different people taking their seats, and I heard the sound of tape being ripped and was placed on someone's mouth, twice actually. I heard Janus saying something and made no other sound, sat right near me, then I heard a husky voice below saying, "Ugh, Thor is so stupid. Loki is much better." Then I chuckled because it's true, Loki is smarter than anyone in Asgard, I mean come on, he tricked Laufey so good, HE IS THE GOD OF MISCHIEF, so he has to play a part. Once the movie was over, I started Captain America: The First Avenger, I heard Thomas asking, "Why are we skipping the Hulk movies?" "They are crap," I said, "Now shut up, Janus." "Did she- you know what, never mind," whispered Deceit. Yes, I know that he brung in the others, but I kept in mind that it was only just us 2, that was the only reason why I said it.

Half way through the first Captain America, I heard the Brain asking, "What's the hole point of going after Hydra?" "Shut up, Brain," I said, "It's in a different world where H.Y.D.R.A. overpowers everyone." I heard nothing after that statement, including watching the Avengers, which I think everyone's favorite scenes was still funny, it still was, to me at least, I don't know about everyone else who watched this so many times, as the movie was over, yes I had watch the end credit scenes, I always do, that is what every Marvel fan would do. After a while, I just drifted off to sleep, not knowing I was missing the eating scene, everything got quiet fast, I woke up to seeing black everywhere, dang it, I stumbled to get to my room, closed the curtains of the window and booted my tablet back on, Usami left a message, she said that, "Ulquiorra came to his senses about what the both of you said, the stress of you not going to him with what is going was taking a toll on him, he feels nothing but guilt and regret on the last thing he said and what you said." I messaged back on what I said about feeling somewhat of the same way, but slightly different, I sent the message, then felt relieved when I saw my Fox plush on my nightstand. I slept with it throughout the night, I always locked my door when I sleep because I don't want to get a rude awakening of any kind, I like my beauty sleep.

When I finally woke up, expecting someone to wake me up rudely, I got nothing, I hid the plush again and made my way down towards the living, when I saw the TV on, I know I would get in someone's way. I did NOT expect all of them to be watching something together, I just sat at the table facing them and the TV, tablet in hand, I checked if Usami left another message, so far nothing, guessing she is asleep right now, though I got a message from Kyoraku, which is a phrase of every thing Jushiro say to me every morning I greet him, I smiled because I need that right now, more than anything in the world. Yeah I get it that Denver is the resurrected version of him but he said it himself, that the true Ukitake is not there within him. I want to ask Logan or Thomas if I could borrow their computer because the tablet only shows me the elements, that's it, but at the same time I do not want to become a bother to anyone. So, I just sat there thumbling through the elements that have yet to show any chosen one, maybe I need to do something in order to find these but what caught my attention ever since I stepped on this land of the country of North America, the Lava symbol was glowing ever since I have been here.

I got the attention of one of the versions of Thomas, I was hoping for it to be Janus because he has been friendly to me ever since I got here, I looked up, Logan had his laptop in his hands, "Don't search up any thing that might trigger a virus." "I won't," I softly said, wondering on how he knew. Then the nicest gesture of anyone would do, he pointed to where everything was, "If you need something to write, just ask me or Thomas, we'll get it for you." "Whoa, thank you, just know that I'm only doing research," I said, "I like to look things up before going into a situation, blindly head first, I like to use my head to come up with a strategy." "You think logically?" he asked. I nodded, "Only in life or death situations and in case of knowing in the future." "May I see on why you can't use your tablet?" he asked. I figured he would find out, I showed him the symbols that were glowing and the ones that have yet to, I said to him, "I'm only looking up the ones that haven't glowed yet." "Here's one that looks like a sword, shield, armor, and a sky symbol," he said, "Something to look up, but I can help if you give me information on what is going on." "I have to trust you fully in order to do that," I said, getting the tablet back from him.

I was looking where he was looking at, oh my gosh, there is a whole section of a bunch of new elements that I did not know about or was told about. Okay, I love Logan now, as soon as he was about to walk away, I asked, "Did I say you could go?" "No, you didn't," he said, "Would you like me to company you?" "I would like that very much," I said, with a warm smile. He sees that I needed a password, he felt so wrong, but I didn't think as such because I need his personal opinion of what I am going through, I just need someone to talk to, I put the tablet in a pouch that was made from the Wraith, saying that it was made for elemental purposes only, and if I need to keep in touch with some people, like Usami and Kyoraku, also Rev if need be, as I was looking up the purpose of Lava, I asked, "Is it normal to be so broken inside?" "What do you mean by that, Ms Spencer?" Logan asked. I knew that was a bite in the ass for me, I corrected him, "My actual name is Akari Itsuki, that name Cynthia Spencer was just a cover up." "Well, I understand your way of trusting others than the ones you know," he said, "So, back to my question please." "Well, it's a little hard to explain if you understand me perfectly," I said, trying to not get the Fox plush. Logan sees the look on my face, "You can go get it, I'm not going question it."

Few seconds later, I got the Fox plush, I said what was going on between me and Ulquiorra, then my end sentence was, "After that, I came here to be away for a while so I could clear my mind because the stress was getting to the both of us. My stress was different from his, here is what a friend of mine, her name is Usami, here is what she sent me." I showed him what she said on the tablet, and he read what I wrote to Usami, he finally said, "I see, well, I will come up with something to ease your situation because I need to process what was said to me." "I understand," I said, knowing that his opinion is going to be the total opposite of what I need to hear right now. Roman, the prince dude, was hearing and saw the look on my face, "What are you doing right now, it will have to wait." "Why?" I asked. He gives me a look, "All of this talk about trying to make things right for your homeworld is tearing your love for him, when was the last time you guys spent quality time together. He has been waiting for you to finally let him fight alongside you and yet you never told him once on what is going on."

"Roman, this is unlike you," said Logan, "I was going to say something else but that would've been bad." "She needs to hear on what she needs to hear and learn from what she is doing," said Roman, "Because, hear this Akari, you can not fight all by yourself, remember, everyone that you love are trying to fight alongside you." "You can thank my so called biological father, he's the one who started it all," I said, "He's trying to pressure me to forgetting on who actually took the time and effort into making sure I was going to grow strong and survive on my own." "Well, then he needs to give you room to breathe," says Janus, "Because he might not have a choice if you have the power to take his power away, which you don't have do you?" "Oh yeah, I do, thanks for the reminder, Janus," I said, knowing that I knew for a while. Since I have this new ability, I can actually use that against his will, I mean I don't want to do that but I need to make sure that he is not taking Jushiro's spot EVER. Every one of them, they just stared at Janus for giving me that reminder, he was staring at me like he started shaking the cage of this creature that has yet to be unleashed.