summary: There is a special occasion for all the pro heroes and midnight does not waste this chance to talk about Aizawa with you.
warning: angst.
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"when are you going to finally ask him out?" midnight asks out of nowhere. you were staring off beyond her shoulder as aizawa introduced himself to the guests that happened to be visiting on this very occasion. he looked so handsome in his tux. desperately, you wished you were the one in his arms."huh?" was the only thing you managed to get out, your head was clouded with thoughts on only him.
"Aizawa. When are you going to ask him out, so the rest of us don't have to deal with the overloading sexual tension anymore?" she asked. your eyes couldn't help, but widen at her bluntness. you rushed to cover her mouth with your hands.
"keep your voice down," you hissed, trying to contain your voice in a whisper.
"everyone is aware you like him. i think Aizawa knows it as well," Midnight shrugged. letting out a low groan, you throw your head back. cursing at yourself for being so out there.
"that obvious, huh?" you asked.
"mhm," midnight nodded.
"do you really think he knows?" i hesitantly asked. Though, some part of me dreaded to know the truth.
"maybe," midnight shook her head sadly. you sigh, saddened by the fact that your cover could've been blown.
"i think you should tell him. he might be scary, but you can't keep your emotions bottled up forever," midnight advised.
"you're right," you admitted, looking wistfully towards the man you've been silently growing a crush on since high school. he made eye contact with you and slightly smiled from across the room. your heart couldn't help but melt at the sight, you smiled and turned your attention back to midnight.
"I know I'm right," she agreed confidently.
"Ok! I'll tell him!" you sat up, trying your best to sound confident, but failing miserably. You turn around, striding in Aizawa's direction to only find out that he had been chatting with a really pretty model. your confidence crushing to pieces, you turn back around.
"Actually, I'll do it later," you promised.
midnight gave you a judgmental look as a response.
"Shut up," you bit harshly at her silent judgment.
"I didn't say anything," she said. giving an innocent look while she drank her tequila.
As the night progressed you looked for any sort of opening that you could find to pull Aizawa away, but he was popular around UA. Though, he didn't like talking much, this was his job and he needed to enjoy it.
You pulled out your phone and began playing Pokémon Go to waste some time. The building did have many opportunities to catch Pokémon, so you didn't let go on that offer. As you walked around, your Pokédex eventually led you to a room situated outside of the main floor.
Curiously and unaware of the situation, you open the door, completely unprepared on what your heart was about to witness next.
in your process of exploring the building, you stumbled across Aizawa and Emi, both having a very intimate moment with each other.
Your feet were still on the ground as you watch Aizawa wrap his fingers around the girls waist while he pressed his lips against hers.
Your mind was racing, barely being able to understand what was in front of you. Letting out an audible gasp, you slammed the door and instead ran out towards the garden that was found in the back of the building.
tears couldn't leave your eyes as you were still in shock, but your heart was pounding, breaking into two.
You sat down on a frigid bench in a secluded corner of the garden, breathing in some air to calm yourself down.
After god-knows how long of sitting out in the cold winter you began to shiver at the cold air. Despite the harsh temperature and your discomfort, you couldn't bring yourself to go back inside.
Without you noticing, Aizawa managed to put his tuxedo jacket on you, wrapping it tightly around your shoulders.
He sat down beside you, and began rubbing your arm. Hoping to some-what make you warmer.
"God, [Y/N]! You're freezing. I've been looking everywhere for you. Why did you run off?" He asked, continuing to do whatever he could to warm your shivering body up. "Come on. Let's go."
his hands grabbed ahold of you, and tried to carry your body up.
"no," you mumbled, refusing to face him. one look at his beautiful face and you know it would be the end.
"Don't be stupid, [Y/N], you'll get sick," he insisted more firmly.
"I said no!" you shouted in a harsh manner.
"What's wrong?" He loosened his grip on you, instead squeezing you softly.
"What's wrong?" you scoffed to yourself.
"Is it that you walked in on me? I'm sorry it was inappropriate."
"no," you said weakly, his silence flowing through the air was enough for you to continue, "i can't be mad. even if this burning hatred consumes me, i just can't. i was too late."
At this point you had no feeling in your body, only numbness. "I have no right to be mad," you faced him, tears finally leaving your eyes.
"do you understand how much I want to scream? hit? kill? This rage is breaking me apart," you get up, staring him right in the eyes. "But I can't blame anyone but myself."
"I waited years, missing all the chances to tell you how I really feel. And the moment I'm ready you're eating someone else's face off," your palm gently hits his chest, too weak to actually do anything to him. "I was just too late."
"[Y/N]..." he hesitantly started, but stopped after being distracted of your tearful face.
"goodbye, I'll see you tomorrow," you waved off to him. running as the jacket swiftly left your exposed body and landed in the snow. you picked up your dress, tearing it as you used your quirk to fly up. Leaving Aizawa in shock as he processed what happened.
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Trinity
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Fanfictionbnha x reader || one shots ! |BNHA| slow-ish updates, but it is ongoing. contains: smut, fluff, angst, etc. (all are aged up, and can be ooc at times)