Scars (TodoBakuDeku)

Goodbye Mom

Beep. Beep. Beep.

Shoto slowly opened his eyes and tried to reach for his phone. His whole body ached but he managed to grab his phone and turn the alarm off. It was eight in the morning and he had to be at the funeral at ten. As he tried sitting up, his left arm started throbbing.

Natsuo just opened the door and rushed over to Shoto to help him. He sat him up and started unwrapping his arm to check on it. Shoto flinched as he did this.

"Shoto, I think you need to go to the hospital. You need some X-rays and a cast."

"I have somewhere to be," he said trying to get up.

"We are talking before you go anywhere. Fuyumi is making you food and your not getting up till we have this conversation.

Shoto just looked down as he waited for his sister to bring the food. She arrived a few minutes later and placed down a bowl of rice with eggs on top.

"I just made something simple since I wasn't sure if you felt like eating much."

"This is fine," Shoto said taking a few bites. His siblings look at him worried.

"Sho. I know this is going to be hard to talk about. Let's start with yes and no questions?" Natsuo said.

Shoto nodded taking one last bite before putting down his chop sticks. Fuyumi pulled Shoto's desk chair to the bed while Natsuo sat in the bed next to him.

"I'm just going to go right out and say it since I'm fairly certain of what happened. Did Gotou rape you?"

She looked down at his lap and nodded.

"Did it happen more than just last night?"

Sho nodded again looking further away from Natsuo.

He sighed and continued, "how long?"

Shoto held up six fingers.

"Six times?" He asked but Shoto shook his head. "Six years?" Fuyumi gasped but Shoto shook his head.

"Since I was six..." Shoto said while breaking down. Tears flooded from his eyes.

Fuyumi and Natsuo both started crying. They scooted Shoto to the middle of the bed and sandwiched him in a hug.

"After all this time, what happened to make you call me?"

"He...he drugged me this time. I th-thought it was just pain medicine bu-but it made me ha-hard and he said I'd burst if I didn't let him touch me," Shoto stuttered. "I've never let him touch me but this time...this time he forced me to let him. I feel disgusting."

Shoto started to claw at the bite marks on his neck with his good hand but Natsuo stopped him.

"Okay Shoto. Let's get you into a bath."

"I want to shower. He always puts me in a bath before each time..."

"Alright. Let's get you up."

Natsuo helped Shoto into the bathroom. Shoto struggled to remove his clothes so Natsuo helped him and reassured him he'd be right outside if he needed anymore help. Fuyumi put the dishes away and went to look for some nice attire to wear to the funeral. If Shoto insisted he still wanted to go then his siblings would be there for him.

After Shoto sobbed in the shower for a bit he turned off the water and slowly walked into his room. Natsuo had his clothes ready to go and was already dressed in an all black suit.

"Are you guys coming with me?"

"You can barely stand. I'm not letting you go alone. I'll be the big brother I should have been all this time and support you. I know our father kept us a part for years but we still love you, both Fuyumi and I do."

"Okay..."

"I'm going to wrap your arm up again and then I'll help you get dressed. Fuyumi is getting the car ready to go since it's already nine-thirty."

Shoto's eyes went wide. He sat down so Natsuo could wrap him up and dress him then they were off. Shoto had grabbed his phone and let Izuku and Katsuki know that he was on the way.

Katsuki woke up to a cuddled up Izuku. They were laying with his arms wrapped around each other. Masaru knocked on the door.

"I brought you guys your suits. Once you are dressed come down for breakfast."

He left thinking about how cute his son was with Izuku. If only Inko could still be here to see that their sons were adorable together. She had always said that they'd end up together even though neither of their sons had come out yet.

"I still haven't heard anything from Shoto," Izuku looked down sad.

"Damn Icyhot. I'm sure he's fine and he just fell asleep. He has been going to school and checking in on us all week to take care of us."

"I guess you're right Kacchan."

"Of course I am. Let's get ready."

The got dressed and headed down stairs. Izuku was wearing a green button up that match his hair with a black suit over it and Katsuki's looked about the same but he had a dark red shirt underneath. Once they were done eating Masaru handed both boys a black tie to put on. After that they were off.

They arrived at the church and walked into to see a beautiful picture of Inko surrounded in flowers. There were the first ones their and they took a seat in the front row that was blocked off for them. Izuku had already started crying while Katsuki rubbed soothing circles on his back holding back his own tears.

The rest of the class came in and sat in the rows behind Izuku. His mother was beautiful. Katsuki and Izuku read a the text from Shoto. They were glad to hear from him and at nine-fifty he came in with his two siblings. He was walking slow but sat down besides Izuku. Katsuki and Shoto both held one of Izuku's hands.

The funeral started right on time and Masaru said some dear words about Inko. When the proceedings were done, Izuku picked up a rose and laid it on his mothers casket. 

"Good-bye mom."

So I hurt my arm like pretty bad, but its not broken so that's good. Just sprained badly and bruised like no ones business. This forced me to write on my phone so if there is any errors or bad auto corrects blame the phone. I tried.

It's also mental health day. I hope you all are doing well and if you should be struggling I hope you find the courage to reach out to someone for help. If you need a random stranger to listen. I am here. Stay well.

-L