Tuj Ce Naraz Nahi Zindagi

Chapter 9

WARNING: This part contains rape a sexual abuse. Skip this part if the thoughts of this disturb you.
We all are mature and we understand that how sensitive this topic is. We are not meant to disrespect anyone's emotions. CONSIDER YOURSELF WARNED !

PS~ I tried my best but i don't think i have done justice to Omkara's reaction knowing the Truth.
Apologies  !

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Chachi: jb kch mahiny pehly gauri Barielly ayi to laga hi nhi thaa k yeh vohi Gauri hy
Aisa laga jese zinda lash ho koi.

Omkara looked away ashamed.

Kya kiya tha tmny Omkara usky sth ?

Om : vo...

Chachi : khair itna to yaqeen hy k tm bhi ny kch kaali jaisa hi salook kia hoga us k sth !
lekin is dafa kali jitna gir gya tha us hadd tk nhi girey hogy

Om: chachi.. !?

Chachi: Gauri k aney ki khabar jese hi kali ko mili usny Gauri ki maa ko vapis sy agwa krlya or Gauri ko....

Unable to say further she stopped for a moment.
Taking a breathe she continued.

Gauri ny buht minnatein ki humari k hum uski maa ko bchaa lein pr paise k nashey ny humare jazbat ko sula dya tha.! Hum andhy hogye thy

Humein laga k shyd kali is baar shadi krky Gauri ko or uski maa bandi bna kr rkhega. Humny socha chlo is manhoos Gauri or uski maa sy jaan chutey gi.

Omkara (disgusted) : Insaan khelany k layaq hi nahi ap loug.

Chachi (without listening to him continued): par humein nhi pta k us kali k irade to is baar ghatya or ghinone hain

Omkara (scared): Kya....kya kiya usny meri Gauri k sth

Chachi remained silent

O (shouting in fear): bhagwan ka wasta kch boliyye

Chachi (almost whispered) : Izzat pamal krdi uski

Ziadati ka nsihana bngae wo kali or isky bhaiyon k hathon.

(In choked voice she continued)

Js wqt wo ziadti ka nishana bn rhi thi naaa. Uski maa wahein thi.
Uski maa k samne uski izzat ki dhajjiyan ur gaen.

A stream of tear flowed form Omkara's eyes. Not able to hear more he put hands at his ears.

Wahan yeh 3 bhai gauri ka maza le rhy thay to kali k aadmi Guari k maa ko churi k beshumar ghao dekr khtm kr rhy thay

But he could still hear what Chachi was saying. Who was too telling this all while sobbing.

Guari to mar gae om jeete jee !

Uski rooh uski izzat uski maa sbka qatal hogyaaaa..

Still covering his ears, not able to digest what he heard, Omkara shrieked as loud as he could.

Kali ny mazey lene k baad usy kaheen ghayab kr dia dyaa. Shyd Mumbai ya kisi aur shehar.
mjhy nhi pta wo tmhy kahan sy mli Q k humny buht kosish ki thi par nhi mili 

She finished and looked down.

Omkara clenched his fists so hard until his knuckles turned white.
Tears were flowing form his eyes continuously while he was looking down.
What he had heard made him lose his senses.
He wished he wouldn't have heard all this. He wished it wasn't true.
But he had heard and this was true.

He could only think about Kali, who deserved worst punishment. He would kill him.
He stood up , chachi looked up at him and he started walking to leave.
Chachi rushed behind him.

Chachi : Ruko Omkara !

He turned with red eyes and bloody red  face stained with tears.

Aisa koi kadam mat uthana jis ce Gauri ko mazeed takleef ho ...

Omkara turned and moved away. He stood facing a wall while chachi followed her.

Omkara tmhara har kadam eham hai..!
Bhawgan k lye khud ko kaboo mai rakho !

Omakra's expressions were mixture of anger, hatred and disgust.
Not for only Kaali but for himself too.
Not able to control his frustration he punched a frame on wall, breaking it's glass into pieces , making his hand bleed.
He wanted to destroy everything & Everyone who had caused her pain.

He hated himself for leaving her everytime with that monster.
In a darbar before marriage, on the road after marrying her, then when he came to know Chulbul's reality. And now again , when that monster had destroyed her life.
His heart almost stopped beating when he remembered how she was calling his name in darbar when Kali's men were taking her. He didn't bother even looking behind at her. And again with kali himself.
She always sacrificed herself  for her mother ,and then for Omkara.
He sighed and looked up trying not to sob.

Seeing his condition, Chachi spoke while crying

Gauri k paas srf tm ho Omkara ! Uska koi b nai hai..
Usko tmhari zaroorat hai is vakt.. bhagwan k lye kch aisa vaisa mat krna

Omkara furiously turned to her.

Om : ab bari fikar horhi apko uski ??
Pehly khud ny jahanum mai dhakel diya usy

He said trying to control his anger clenching his teeth.

Chachi (smiled in pain) : yehi kia na us k sath ! Jabi meri apni beti b jahanum jeeti rahi ! Aur ab mai.. dadldal mai jee rhi hon

Omkara looked confused.

Kehty hain naa jo beej bo gy vohi kato gy
Meri  beti thi shadi shuda thi Omkara !
Uska pati... Uska janvar tha.. mar peet krta ,
Gauri... (she cried)
Gauri jb Mumbai chali gae to.. us k baad tb humy pta chala k meri beti k sath vo janvar kia salook krta tha !
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mery pati dil k mareez thy.. yeh sb bardasht ni hua  to bistar py chly gye..
Aur jab beti ki talaq hue to... To bardasht ni kr paye aur , chaly gaye.. humy chor kr chaly gaye

(She sobbed)

Meri beti.., usko laga k uski vaja ce uska baap chala gya..! Vo b kch din baad..kch din bad khudkushi kr ly usny ....

She let out a painful sob.
And then wiped her tears, she looked at  Omkara.

Pr mai nahi mari Omkara ! Mai zinda rhi.. shyd isi lye k Gauri k kaam aa sakon !?
Shyd isi trha mery andr pachtavy ka jalta alava kam ho sky..

Omkara didn't know what to say. how to console her !?
He kept looking at her sympathetically.

Omkara Mai Gauri ce nazrain Milany k kaabil nahi hoon.. mj mai himmat nai hai
Pr mera ek kam krogy ??

(She joined hands in front of him)

Vo thk hojaye, to meri taraf ce maafi mang lyna us ce ??
Us ka bht bara dil hai Omkara, shyd vo mjy maaf kr dy..
Phr shyd mai chen ce mar skoon !

Omkara nodded.

Om : khayal rakhiye ga

He said and left the place.

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