After a long day of hanging out with melo , I finally made it home . I sat my wallet on the table and ran upstairs to change into some spandex and keep my same shorts on. I came back downstairs and just leaned against the island...my mind was kinda everywhere but empty at the same time..?
As soon as I got here my mind just went back to Kyle and whoever that blonde girl was—my doorbell had rung while interrupting my thoughts . I pulled my shorts down a little and opened the door . "Lani?" . I heard and instantly recognized the voice . " bye Kyle." I closed the door but he pushed it back open and walked in , closing it behind him .
" what do you want !?" I walked to the kitchen with my arms crossed and he followed me . " can I talk for a second —about you and your new girlfriend!?" . I cut him off and he just shook his head and looked down , when he looked back up he looked irritated..
"What are you talking about bro !? Cause the only person I plan on making my girlfriend is you !! So what the hell are YOU talking about ?" He yelled slightly while walking up towards me. I turned my face so he wouldn't see the tears forming in my eyes and then turned my face right back to him. " you know what I'm talking bout. What happened to me making you happy !? Or about me being the one !? . Kyle I do so much for you—d-does that not mean anything?" . I had a couple tears down my face and he just stood there looking at me .
He chuckled and tilted his head at me . " if maybe you would've just asked who she WAS, before assuming I was lying to you ! " he raised his voice a little. " fine . Who is she then ?" I yelled back at him. " she's a doctor ! She was helping me with my ankle , you see I'm not on crutches now " he pointed down to his foot and I saw a boot on it . " I- Kyle-" I was starting to speak but he cut me off . " lelani I told you how I felt about you- hell , I told the whole team ! You think I was lying when I said you make me a better person or when I said you changed me ?! . I wasn't lying- you know what.. I'm gone " he shook his head and grabbed his keys . " wait no - Kyle I'm - bye lelani " he looks at me and closes the door .
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It's currently two in the morning..I've just been sitting in my bed with tear stains on my face..I'm actually supposed to be packing for Las Vegas but I told melo I wasn't going anymore and also told him about what just happened, he understood though .
I know I was in the wrong to assume that Kyle did me wrong and I should have just asked him about it but when you've been cheated on in the past, over and over again; you lose trust and hope . And to be honest i never met someone like Kyle..I've met people who was like him in his past tho . It's just crazy to me that I changed his whole perspective of dating . Everyone knows that rookies are players and wanna hoe around, but you gotta be someone special to change their mindset ..I guess I was that to Kyle.
That's what I didn't realize..I'm the person who changed his whole mindset about dating . He's been nothing but amazing and I think he's out here wanting other people. That's when I had an idea , but it was gonna have to wait until the morning cause a bitch is tired .
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" I was tryna hit it by the end of the night !" . I sing as ' ayy ladies' played on my speakers . I had just got out the shower, freshly shaved and smelling good !
Today I planned on making it up to Kyle , I don't know how ..but I'll come up with an idea . Despite what happened last night , I was in a good mood .
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I took a couple videos of myself and posted it on my Instagram story . Kyle looked even more fine with his hair blonde, the things I would do to that man ! I grabbed my laptop and went to the balcony, sitting down and trying to figure out a place where I could surprise Kyle, I really wanted to make this right .
" yes ! And I'll be there before seven " I spoke on the phone . " okay ma'am, everything is getting set up and we will let you know when everything is done !" . " thank you ! Have a nice day " I hung up .
Since Kyle loves going to the beach , I decided to have a couple people make a spot for us with food , wine , blankets and etc . I know it's not nothing too big but I know he'll love it .. I'm hoping . I grab my phone and text him . 'Beach @7 tonight , wear something casual & bring swim trunks.' I sent it and got nervous all of a sudden. I looked back at the text and seen he had read it but didn't respond .
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I adjust my bathing suit top and looked in the mirror . I was wearing a mint green top with a white bikini bottom (lmao I lowkey just thought of spongebob💀 ) . I put on black shorts that had ' LV' written on them in white with a little white zip up sweater . I slipped on my white slides and sprayed little perfume.
Nervous isn't even the word I'm feeling right now . I looked in my mirror and touched up my hair a little , it was in a side part with my edges done and my curls poppin ! . I got a text from one of the ladies telling me they were done setting up . I grabbed my keys and hopped in my jeep . I drove off to the beach nervous as fuck so I played some hype music cause that's the only thing that can calm me down rn.
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I walked in the sand and see the little set up that the people had done and I was in love . There were fairy lights with a slight furry blanket , covered food , rose petals spaced out , candles , a picture of us,wine and a little sign that said ' lelani&kyle' .
I was absolutely in love with how it looked , i just hopped that Kyle would show . I paid the people and they had left and would come back and clean up when we were done . I looked at my phone and seen it was 7;04 . I picked up the little picture of us and smiled at it .
Just looking at a picture of him warms my heart, it's like I'm in l-love but it's too early ...but is there really a 'right time ' to fall in love ? . A tear slipped out of my eye and I sat the picture down . " lani ?" . I looked up and seen Kyle , his blonde hair looks even more better in person!
