Day 1: Hesitancy

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A/N: I know this is very long. Over one thousand words. But I had a lot of details in this and wanted to show my love for this ship. Because I ship it a lot. It was one of my first Logic ships to be introduced to on YouTube after watching some Gacha Life videos along with some Tik Tok complications. But I just hope everyone enjoys this and the next one will be out soon. I promise. I have it waiting in the wings. Anyways enjoy reading this. Today is the last day of this week but I'll be working on this for a while I believe so we'll just make this a book for however long it goes on for. Thank you for reading in advance. This is the longest oneshot I've ever written.

It was another day in the mind palace for everyone. Deceit had been hanging out with Patton all day. Virgil was busy introducing Roman to his music. Remus knew his brother was trying to get to know Virgil better than he already did. Remus knew why. His brother has had a crush on Virgil since Thomas was a teenager. Since the first time Thomas took the stage in middle school Remus knew that. He was glad that his brother was trying though. He had listened to Virgil's music before. He found it nice but it messed with his head after a while. But now he just listened to musicals. Along with Disney and rock music. It was fun to him. Plus it was fun for karaoke night with Roman and the others. But as tonight they were doing a couples theme he was nervous. Tonight he was hoping to sing for Logan and invite him up once he was ready for him to come up. But he wasn't sure how Logan was going to react to this. He wasn't ready for all of this today. He knew this was hard for him. But Roman was really good at convincing him to do things. Well good at convincing him to do things he was going to do before. But he was going to duck out of. Remus was practicing the song and what he was going to say before he heard a knock on his door. He jumped at the noise. He wasn't expecting it so soon. Maybe in an hour or so. He just shrugged it off letting it happen for now and not worrying about. He will do it. Even if it meant getting rejected by his crush in front of everyone. " Come in." Remus said allowing whoever was knocking at his door to come into his room to see him. The door opened to show Deceit. " Remus are you alright? You've been in here all day. I'm starting to worry about you." Deceit said worrying about Remus more than usual now. He couldn't help but think of the worst when Remus was shut up in his room all day. Dark sides weren't the best in ways. Their minds wandered a lot. For Remus it could be bad. Remembering the split. His childhood with Roman mostly the bad parts. Virgil leaving them. The day he went crazy and almost hurt him. It would make Remus go off and make him emotionless. Which Deceit hated seeing and wanted Remus to always be happy and joyful. But that's hard to do for both of them.

Then Remus looked at him. He knew Deceit would be worried about him. Especially after everything that happened. He sighed knowing Deceit would only worry more if he didn't answer him. " I'm fine DeeDee just nervous about tonight. I've been practicing and practicing but I can't bring myself to do it." Remus said knowing he can't help but feel nervous and the fear of reject in his mind and heart. He's never really felt love since Roman and him got into that big fight as kids or since Virgil left. Janus had always been busy about his feelings of Virgil leaving them so long ago. Janus regrets that now but at least they all got along to the best of their abilities now. Deceit sighed. He knew Remus had trouble expressing how he feels in the way his brother had. But at least he knew there was one thing Deceit knew that Remus didn't. Logan was in love with Remus as well. They've talked about it late at night before when Logan needed the truth to something. Or when he felt bad about protecting Thomas too much. Which had happened recently. His lies kind of took the turn into embarrassing Thomas more than helping Thomas at the moment. He's talked to Patton about it before. Patton understood that a lot and he had caused that problem as well. He was trying to make it up to Virgil and Roman at that moment in time. Tonight was that. But Virgil and Roman have said that he didn't need to because they had fun with Thomas after. Even though Roman ruined it in someway. But they all were happy about that. Things were looking up for everyone now. So it was fine. Deceit took Remus's hand and looked into his eyes. No secrets no lies just them in this room trying to help with Remus's nerves and fears. It's what helped them every time they felt nervous about doing something. Janus knew Remus better than the others. Well maybe not better than Roman did but they were closer than anyone in the mind palace at the moment. Remus looked into Janus's eyes and smiled knowing what he was doing. " Remus Duke Sanders you are the most amazing weirdest and craziest side I've met in all of my years as being Deceit and a side. If Logan rejects your offer tonight then he's not worth it for you. But trust me when I say this. Logan will accept this offer. Even if he hesitates on taking it. As much as he loves being around you. He values the others as his family. He values their opinions and their love as well. So don't think anything less of him if this happens." Deceit said knowing they should try to be nice if anything like Remus fears. Remus smiled and hugged Deceit happy about that. " Thanks Janus." Remus said happy for his help. Janus hugged him back knowing he did well. " No problem Remus. Now come on were setting up now." Deceit said knowing they have to go to the common room now for family night. " Alright." Remus said still nervous but willing to go. But as long as Deceit and Roman were there for him. He knew he would be okay. They left his room after that ready for a night off fun and hopefully a confession.

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