Curing the Pain: A Rainbow Six Siege Story

Chapter 5

Warning: Selfharm and depressing thoughts

The man who yelled was wearing a yellow suit with GIGN on the front of his chest.
(Forget the mask that's he's wearing.)

Then a man who was also speaking French pleads to him,"Olivier ne fais pas ça. Il en a assez traversé sa vie."(Olivier please don't do this. He's been through enough in his life.)
The man who I guess is named Olivier then says, "Je m'en fiche. Je vais lui montrer pourquoi il ne mérite pas d'être ici.(I don't care. I'm going to show him why he doesn't deserve to be here.)

Then he comes over to me and says in my face, "Why the hell did Six let you join? Why would she let a freak like you in here?" I just look down not saying anything to him. He then laughs at me and says, "Look at you can't even defend yourself as to why you are here, just get out of my cafeteria." I then nod and begin to walk out when all of a sudden he says, "Yeah, run away. No wonder why your team died you're just nothing but a freak and a coward. Too bad Sam died and not you, he would've been better."

I then clench my fists in anger and walk up to him and look up at him ,since I'm 5'6. I then yell at him, "What the fuck did you just say you baguette eating bitch!?" Everyone then gasps at me for yelling at him and I guess that really pissed him off so he tries to punch me but I block it to his surprise. I then look at him smiling and start punching him without giving him an opening then I kicked him in the gut causing him to hunch over and powerbomb him through the table.
(Like this)

He passes out from being put through the table and I continue beating him until I'm pulled off his body by many of the other operators. I then realize what I've done and look at everyone as they give me angry stares. I start running into the dorms and to my room to get away from everyone.

I find my room, which is number 16, and I look to see to beds one on each side of the room with a bathroom, a couch, and a tv. I hope I don't have a roommate because no one wants me as one. I find my suitcase near my bed and I look through it, grab my razors, and run to the bathroom. When I get in there I lock the door and take a shower to drown out the sobs coming from my mouth.

Warning: Cutting and depressing thoughts
I then begin cutting my arms with voices saying, "Weak! Useless! Freak! Monster! Why would Ash want to be near you now? Olivier's right you don't belong here just cut yourself more, hahahaha!"
I cut myself 5 times on each arm wishing that I would die.
Warning over

I then clean myself, bandage my arms, and change into new clothes with a long sleeved shirt I was then surprised by seeing the last person I wanted to see. It was Ash then asks me, "Y/N, what are you doing here?" I reply, "This is the room Six gave me." She then looks surprised and she says, "Looks like we're roommates!" I lightly smile and we sit down on couch. Then she says, "Well I want to properly introduce myself to my new roomie. My name's Eliza Cohen, nicknames Ash on the field as you know. I was born in Israel and I lead all forward operations in Team Rainbow." (Not going to go into too much detail sorry.)
I nod at her and slowly realize I'm falling in love with her more and I slowly blush. I then introduce myself leaving out all sad and depressing parts. We talk with each other more, making each other laugh, and having a good time together.
After all the fun, Ash then asks me seriously, "What happened between you and Olivier?" I tell her what happened. She looked angry at first, but then calmed down telling her I was okay and I kicked his ass. After this we both go to bed and say our good nights to each other, then I fall into the darkness of sleep with nightmares plaguing them.

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