(hey hope you are enjoying the story so far just to warn you that there is some strong language in this sectiom cos i gave up cencering it cos it is so dull tryna think of replacement words)
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I didn't hear him walk slowly up behind me. I broke of from humming in a sob. It didn't make me feel better it just reminded me of what i had had just a few hours ago. I began to cry again.
"Hey are you okay?" a voice asked and i jumped to my feet and wizzed around while whiping my eyes. I glared at the guy, i trusted no-one at the moment.
"Who are you?" i demanded "Step into the light"
"It's okay" he said stepping out into the light "i wont hurt you"
He was really tall. Oh my god it was him! The lead singer. I think he saw the reconition on my face because he smiled kindly at me. No, i thought, just cos i like his music doesn't mean that i trust him. He stepped forward.
"No, stay there!" i said ready to run if i needed to
"Okay," he said stepping back "i just want to know if you are okay"
"Um, ye im fine thanks"
"Then why were you crying?" he asked with what seemed like genuine consern. "And don't say that you weren't crying cos i saw you and your eyes are still red"
"It doesn't matter" i said quietly
"Okay will you atleast tell me your name cos i'm sure that you know mine cos i saw you here earlier" he said
"Heather and no i have no idea who you are"
"Oh, right sorry that was quite big headed of me...ah thats awkward well my name is Daniel O'Donoghue but you can call me Danny. But out of interest how come you were here earlier if you don't know who i am. Do you know the band?"
"I was just looking for some food and then i heard your song and i came over and you're really good, i really like your music"
"Thanks but i heard you singing and tapping your beat you are really good i'm hopeless at drums but i'm sure that you could give Glen a run for his money!" he laughed
"Thanks but Glen?"
"Oh right he is our drummer."
"Oh"
"So do you play?"
"I used to play guitar... not anymore" i broke off crying again falling to my knees.
"Whoa don't cry" Danny said conserned and unsure what to do. He slowly came and sat next to me and put a comforting arm around my shoulder. I just clung to him and cried into his shoulder with no thought of how awkward this must be for him. I cried myself out. It took five minutes but i eventually regained control. I quickly apologised and for some reason it all came out. I told him everything. It just flooded out. I had never told anyone before. I know that it is cheesy to say but it really lifted a weight off my shoulders. Danny was a really good listener he didn't say anything until i had finished.
When i finished i looked up into his beautiful eyes expecting him to say something but he just stared back.
"So you have nothing" he finally said
"yup"
"what are you guna do?" he asked me
"start again, i've done it before so i can do it again"
"that must be hard" he said
"No shit! Look just go don't prelong it. I know that you are guna go eventually and i cant do this. Thank you for your consern but i would prefer to be alone!" i said with more anger than i had intended
"Well-!" he began full of anger before rethinking and taking a calming breath and saying, "I can't leave you here on the street it is dangerous-"
"I FUCKING LIVE ON THE FUCKING STREET!!!" i yelled jumping to my feet.
"I only trying to help you for gods sake!" Danny said raising his voice losing his temper
"By stating the obvious jee thanks great help!" i yelled back
"I AM TRYING TO HELP YOU!!!" he said getting to his feet. Oh god he is tall.
"Well i dont want it so fuck off!" i screamed
"WELL I AM SORRY BUT I CANT LEAVE YOU HERE! I CANT LET A TALENT LIKE YOURS GO TO WASTE!!" he shouted stepping closer. I didnt hear his words i retreated back but he kept shouting "YOU CANT WASTE A TALENT LIME YOURS ON THE STREET!!!..." i didnt hear his words. Then it all came flooding back, i was back in the alley again, he was scary. I... I...
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