I need her to hate me
If I think she loves me I'll never move on
I'll just hang on to that piece of thread
Attached forever
Forever and even until I finally end it all
I need her to say she hates me
It'll cut the thread that holds me captive
She'll never say it
That's like asking me to say I hate her
I'm on the ground
Blood coming out of my arm
Cuts everywhere
My flannel is soaked in a crimson liquid
How I wish I was dead
The blood drips slowly now
My arm stings
I feel dizzy
I feel shitty
"Remember when i said To the moon and back...?
See you there..."
I'm sorry,jenise
I hope you'll forgive me one day
I literally have no motivation to save myself anymore
