I cleaned the cut on my lip
Fuck that burns
But I like the pain
Is that weird?
Let me explain why we got in a fight
Well today I decided to wear a short sleeved flannel
Bad idea,Travis
He saw my cuts and begin to call my suicide boy
Until I finally decided to call him out
Worse idea ever
So that's how We got in a fight
Told him to shut the fuck up
Sigh
If I could I would rewind time
And try to kill myself somewhere else
I hate being bullied everyday of my fucking life
I just want to end it
I'm so weak
I'm so pathetic
I'm so worthless
Actually
I deserve this
It'll just drive me to the point of no return
Till I just
Kill myself in the worst of ways
God damnit
How I really wish I was dead
