Lately I've been plotting my death
Overdose on MDMA at a rave
Yes
To me thats how I want to die
I've been talking to my ex for a while
And I realized how much I miss her...
Lately ive been crying more and more
And hurting myself
Maybe they are right
I am suicide boy
Always plotting to off myself
Always damaging my body with cigs
Speaking of cigs
I think I'm addicted
I smoked 5 cigs today
Isn't that a bit to much?
Anyways as I was saying
I don't have a heart
I gave it to her long ago
Its under her spell
Now
Every song I hear reminds me of her
And I would kill myself over her
That's what Im gonna do
