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"What do you mean lower?" I asked, scared for the upcoming answer.
"Well y/n, Tōru has to get a Thoracic Aortic Dissection Repair. It can be risky since it has many high risk complications. You know like heart failure and strokes," Iwazumi explained, putting a hand on my shoulder.
"I thought this would be safe, like no risks. Just a little procedure not this whole thing," I tell him, tears welling up in my eyes. "I don't think I can do this,"
"You can y/n, it's going to be hard but he will make it for sure! Don't be sad," Aikio assured me, coming to pull me into yet another hug.
"Yeah, he is really strong. Thanks," I tell her, I start to play with my fingers for a little but.
I decided to go on a little walk around the hospital just to get out of the way and take a breath. I needed it, since I just saw my boyfriend unconscious.
I look around and come upon a door with a family of three inside, looking over a older women. It was a mother with two daughters. In a weird way it reminded me of my family. Besides my father being a guy and my brother being a boy.
It was probably best for me to give them a call explaining what was going on. I mean I did leave without a explanation and haven't really tried to give them one.
I called my dad, the line ringing.
"Hey," I spoke into the phone.
"Where are you?" My father asked sternly. I could imagine him checking his watch while saying this.
"My boyfriend got hurt and is in the hospital," I whisper into the phone.
"Boyfriend?" My dad speaks back in a harsher tone. "You haven't told me about this. How come? If he is important to you shouldn't I know?"
"Yes, but we were waiting. I mean Haru knows and grandma knows of him," I explain. I go over to wear they are selling some food and buy myself a sandwich before hearing my dad sigh on the other line.
"So everyone knows except me. The man who raised you, your whole life,"
"It's not like that," I sit down in a booth snuggling up in the corner of it. Putting the cellphone on my shoulder then pressing the side of my face to it.
"Sure it isn't, you never appreciate me. I have done more than anyone in this family,"
"Mhm," I mumble trying not to think of the words he is spitting out.
"Are you listening?"
"Yes," I laugh, stuffing some more of the sand which into my mouth.
"I have definitely done more than your mother, well obviously," He chuckled. I can't stand this man sometimes, that was my breaking point.
"Of course you have because she left," I stifle out a awkward laugh. "God, I also do so much for this family. How many years have I spent taking care of Haru? How many years have I been taking him to school and helping with homework? Making sure he gets to bed on time and eats?" I get out of the booth and throw the rest of the sandwich into the garbage.
"Well, y/n i-"
"What's the excuse? You don't have to go on that many work trips. What do you spend the money on? Just trying to get away from us. Maybe if you truly cared about me, you would know about my boyfriend. Now I have had enough of this and won't make you make me feel bad. It's not my fault mom left, or maybe it is. You have never told us anything! I'm not coming home tonight, goodbye," I hang up and shove my phone into my pocket.
Tears start streaming down my face. My life is falling apart. My boyfriend is here, my dad is a ass and refuses to believe it. Oh! And my relationship with Ushi at the moment is pretty rocky.
"Y/n?" A kinder voice asks taking a seat next to me. I look up to see Tōru's mother leaning over me.
"Oh, hello," I quickly wipe away my tears and look up at her smiling.
"It's okay to cry, you don't have to hold it in. Now we have all seen Tōru and think it is time for you to say hello before he has to go into surgery,"
"Yes, thank you," I sigh and get up from my seat walking to the room.
I open the door to see my boyfriend looking depressed and in pain.
"Tōru," I whimper, running to his side. He opens his arm to embrace me and I hug him tight but not too tightly. "I am sorry," I whisper into his chest.
"It's not your fault," I lift my head up and he wipes away the tears. "Gosh y/n, how did I get so lucky to have you?" He chuckled.
"I could ask the same. Do you think this will work out?" I ask anxiously.
"Of course, when i'm done we will do something. Let's play some volleyball? That's our thing right? I set you spike, the best couple duo. Even though me and iwa-chan are pretty amazing," He caressed my cheek. I kissed his head and soon are lips are on top of each other.
"I know we haven't kissed but man, can't you wait till after the surgery?" I joked. Looking into his beautiful orbs I could get lost forever. All I wanted to do right now is snuggle up close with him.
I just wanted to be with him that's all. That's all I wanted to be with the one I loved the most, that's all I could ask.
"Excuse me, Tōru Oikawa? It's time for your surgery," A nurse interrupted.
"I'll see you, I love you," I whisper into his ear.
"I love you too, never forget that," I kiss his lips gently and make my way out. Tears are back at my eyes, I didn't want to see him off. I know they had to get him ready in there and it was best the last few minutes he is with his parents.
But god, I was worried. I knew the chances of him surviving this are slim. Does he know that? I hope, but at the same time, maybe it is better if he doesn't.
"Y/n, they are taking him soon. Are you going to sleep here?" Aikio asks handing me a blanket.
"Of course! How could I not," I respond a little defensive.
"Right, well I love you. I'm heading home, I think Iwazumi will too. Call me okay," She gives me a small hug and leaves. I snuggle into the chair. Digging through my pockets finding my headphones and sticking them into my phone. Soon fitting them into my ears and falling asleep to a random song playing.
"Miss Oikawa and Mr Oikawa, we have had some complications," A doctor speaks to the parents. I wake up to see them standing by the doctor filled with anxiety and fear.
I feel the same way right now. I just hoped to whatever god is out there that he would be okay. That the love of my life is okay.
