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i was a guilty little whore.
guilty because school had started back up today, and despite meeting my best friends a million more times over the break, i still had the secret of sleeping with Jack Avery.
multiple times.
yeah he came back several more times and i wasn't complaining.
i was a whore because after the second time he had taken me, i found myself always thinking about it. about him.
i was a whore for Jack Avery. it was like an addiction.
i was Addicted to Avery.
now they school was moving into their dorms. i had no idea who my dorm mate was, i could only hope it wasn't some weirdo perv, i already had one of those.
entering the middle dorm
building, Chavinton Hall i rushed to the second floor with my suitcases.
i was in room 212, i felt like that number was overused, like it was a very common number.
glancing at the numbers on each door i finally found mine and pushed it open. by the looks of it, i'd say my roommate was already here.
"hello?!" i called, well that was awkward. it could be like a total stranger. no one likes talking to strangers.
"zach?" i heard a distinctly familiar voice answer back. i set my suitcases down and walking further into the sitting with curiosity and confusion.
"Daniel?"
"zach! where roommates! boy, this is great!" the gapped tooth brunet exclaimed in excitement.
i squealed, bouncing on my toes as he approached me. he grabbed my arms and spun me in a circle, giggling like a mad man.
i jumped on his back, wrapping my arms around his neck, only to wince when my lower back twinged as a reminder of my nightly activities.
"ow" i whispered, sliding off his back.
"what was that? you okay hunny?" daniel asked, turning around. the smile fell
from his face when he saw the look of pain that i didn't mask fast enough.
"nothing, i'm okay" i replied.
"don't lie to me, z. you know i don't like that" he responded and i sputtered, trying to come up with an excuse.
"i- it's just- you know i just- well you see-"
"zach"
"i fuck" i ended weakly.
"you what?" he asked in complete confusion. i didn't say anything else as he gave me a searching look and seemed to figure it out.
"you fuck. more than that one time?" i nodded, guilt gripping my stomach.
"i see- is it serious? consensual?"
"dani!" i gasped, going red and covering my face with my sweater paws.
"i'm just making sure!" he replied, bringing me into a hug.
"yes, it's consensual and i don't really know if it's serious or not..." i spoke into his chest.
"well, as long as you know what you're getting yourself into i can't stop you from having sexual intercourse" he replied, i pulled away quickly,
"well why did you say that?" i asked, scrunching my nose, his eyebrows furrowed.
"say what?"
"sexual intercourse" i replied mockingly, "why did you just say sex"
"i dunno, it just seemed like a better word choice, make you feel less awkward about having semi-casual sex" he shrugged, i stepped even further away.
"wait what do you mean by semi-casual?" i jumped. he shook his head,
"i didn't mean it to be rude. i just mean that knowing you it's not just sex for you but it might be for him."
"hey i- i can have casual sex!" i argued.
"maybe, but like that's not something you would want" i decided not to respond. because i mean- he wasn't wrong.
we spent the next hour or so unpacking our stuff, daniel organizing all of our shared spaces.
"hey, zachy. you wanna come with me to see corbyn and jonah?" he got here like thirty minutes ago" daniel asked, speaking over my music which was blasting though the speaker.
wake up, wake up if it's all you do!
I paused it.
"sure, are they in the same building?"
"not corbs, he is in Jefferson" daniel replied. i nodded, pulling in some socks and my shoes.
we visited jonah who ended up being paired with Andy, who had disappeared an few minutes before we got there.
daniel pulled me out of our dorm hall and down the stairs.
The outside was filled with bitter wind that immediately made my thin frame wrack with shivers. i higher myself, squinting my eyes as i'm we walked to Jefferson.
"i think he's on the first floor lucky." daniel murmured as we passed the entrance and stepped into the warm building.
"yeah, down the hall, third door on the left, room 117" daniel confirmed.
i groaned, hearing corbyn yelling from a few doors down. a couple people had stopped to listen in
"NO... WHY...SHARE...YOU" was what i heard. another, deeper and quieter voice answered.
"THATS BULLSHIT!" i shoved through the people at the door with an angry expression and walked in without knocking. he was probably fighting with andy.
which would be weird because they had a pretty good relationship.
"bro, can you just shut the fuck up?"
"don't talk to him like that, baby let's sit down okay?" that was andrew.
"no, andy. THIS IS ABSOLUTE CRAP-"
"what is going on?!" i rounded in corbyn coming to stop in their common room, where andy and corbyn were standing by some boxes. i walked in further to see Jack Avery leaning against a counter, an annoyed look on his face.
"i have to share a dorm with this disappointment, that what"corbyn growled. damn. i forgot they still hated each other.
"shut up, you fucking overachiever" jack argued back. and just like a few weeks ago, i wish corbyn had been smart enough to keep his fat mouth shut.
"i may be an over achiever but at least i'm doing something right!" he said smugly.
"corbs" daniel said warningly.
"baby, come on" andrew tried.
"what's that mean?!" jack hollered.
"it means that maybe if you weren't such a disappointment, maybe your dad would still be around!" he shot back. i choked on air as a look or pure rage crossed Jack Avery's face and he lunged at corbyn, tearing at him.
i don't really remember what happened but somehow i ended up in the bathroom with jack, tending to his bruises.
"your other ones hardly even faded" i whispered.
"whatever. your friend is such a fucking bitch, he's lucky i didn't do worse" he grumbled.
"i'm sorry, jack. i'll talk to him. it'll be okay" i replied. sighing as i leaned my head into his chest momentarily.
"mm" was all he said.
and a stern talking to was what was awaiting a bruised up Corbyn Besson.
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this took an embarrassingly long time to write and it's still hella short.
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