i miss you // luke hemmings

04

"Luke..." I say slowly walking up to the stage. I haven't seen him since last year and he really wanted to show up now. "What are you doing here?"

"Well I'm here to present u
you this award and to see you." Luke says looking at me shocked.

"Luke. We'll talk about this later." I say grabbing my awarding giving him the evil eye. "Okay. So I wasn't prepared to make a speech, so I'm just going to wing it. So hi my name is Stella um I guess I was nominated for this award? I don't know. But thanks everyone who wanted me to get it!"

I walk off the stage and sit back in my seat next to my mum.

{at home celebrating with the Hemmings these gonna be tension}

"My little girl just graduated and is gonna be goin' on tour with a world famous band!" my mum says holding up a glass of Champagne.

"Mum I'm don't know if I could do it, with all those people and the hate from the 5sauce fandom." I say lowing the glass. I've already have gotten hate from Twitter when I tweeted a #throwbackthursday picture with me and Luke.

"When have you gotten hate Stella?" Luke asks obviously unaware of what I've gone through.

"Like a couple of months ago I posted a throw back Thursday with you in it, and I got a lot of tweets in response saying that I was bragging because I knew you and stuff." I say staring at Luke.

"Okay, would you two like to discuss this in Stella's room?" Liz says looking at my mum for backup.

"Yeah I agree with Liz on this." my mum says pointing toward the stairs.

"Alright mum." I say looking at my mum with a cold eye.

Luke and I walk up the stairs in an awkward silence. I walk up to my room door and open it.

"Your rooms changed since last year." Luke says looking around my room. I just changed my baby blue walls into a gray color and with white and pink accents.

"Yeah." I say emotionless shutting the door. "Are you just here to promote your band or some shit like that?!" I say raising my voice.

"No I was here for you and your graduation. Can't you believe that I actually missed you." Luke says as loud as my voice was.

"I call bullshit in your story. Luke I haven't seen you in like a year. You never called me or texted me. You could like my Instagram pictures and favorite my tweets." I say pissed off and glaring at Luke.

"You know Stella I could just leave and take you tour opening with me." Luke snaps.

"Luke. I don't even know you." I say sadly. "What happened to the old you?"

"Nothing happened Stella. I'm sorry I didn't contact you. I had to record in the studio and travel, and when I had free time the boys wanted to go out and have fun." Luke says like nothing had happened.

"You know Luke I could actually believe your story." I say looking him dead in the eyes. "Wanna know what happened to me? After a month with no texts or calls I just gave up. I changed everything about myself that reminded me of you. You made me happy Luke, you were my best friend. I stopped singing. I only got back into it a few months ago."

"I'm really sorry Stella I didn't know what you were going through. Do you still want to tour with us though?" Luke asks pleadingly.

"Yeah, I'll do it." I say.