A/N: I'm sorry this took so long. I haven't read TMZ (please don't hate me) I might pick it up again soon but I just hate third person POV books. So this is based on the movie which is still freaking amazing.
Thomas:
I ran past all the walls remembering what we're running from
I thought about the last alley, was it the same as this one?
And even though your friends tell me I'm trouble
Are you somewhere slowly dying and no one's right beside you?
When the Grievers scream it hurts your ears, do you hear the yells I make?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we have is real, how could we be alive?
'Cause I'm not sure at all
I remember the day I came up in a metal box
I remember the running away from you all
And the things I left behind I don't even remember
Like every single wish we never made
I wish that I hadn't woken up with amnesia
And forgotten about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to look across the room at you
And the memories I've already escaped
'Cause I'm not sure at all
The nightmares I have still float around my head
I'll admit I'm confused by them, I'll admit I feel guilty
And all the Gladers keep asking why I'm different
It hurts to know I'd forgot, yeah, it hurts that we did this
It's hard to know we helped with this experiment
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we have is real, how could we be alive?
'Cause I'm not sure at all
I remember the day I came up in a metal box
I remember the running from you all
And the things I left behind I'm starting to remember
Like every single wish we could've made
I wish that I hadn't woken up with amnesia
And forgotten about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to look across the room at you
And the memories I'm trying to chase
If today I woke up with you right across from me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd keep you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day I came up in a metal box
I remember the running from you all
And the things I left behind I remember them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I'd never woken up with amnesia
And forgotten about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to look across the room at you
And the memories I've finally caught
'Cause I'm not sure at all
No, I'm really not sure at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not sure at all
AUTHORS NOTE
For you, carissa5sauce. I really hope you liked it. Zzz Claire
