How i met my forever GBF because of my old GBF

✝️ "Where" both grade 8 that year. She's cute, long hair, smart, kind and beautiful sometimes spamming me message that is non sense useless, She loves me though. Sometimes she mentioned me in her facebook post I don't really use facebook too much because I don't know what is the use of facebook those years. I don't know what's the problem of me am i blind and stupid. Her friends considered me as there best friend to the emo guy yeah that's me duh. I just ignore that's funny for me im cursing her with bad words abusive words she just laugh and get's a bit mad at me and she told me I'm crazy maniac i laugh but i don't really care I'm a gamer i play like pubg, mobile legend's, clash of clans and rule of survival. I play this games with my smart handsome true friend and a true friend but bully. I'm really addicted to video games such i wasted whole year I wasted my time playing and i don't know there is someone waiting for me to at least chat back and my other class mate friends not interested on me like i don't know what i did wrong im so immature those years im funny and silly at class before our school year ends they hangout and still going to school even there's no more to lecture but to finish the signing clearance while me at my home still playing. She even posts about me 1 year anniversary of friend ship still i just react like and scroll It's all most end of summer vacation she sent me a message but I didn't notice because I create new account facebook, messenger. I broke my phone screen not responsive when i tap on it so i bought a controller just to play again. I know that we will be classmate again but some other drop for upcoming grade 9 know this year (2018) we miss each other waiting in line for ceremony i saw my friend and i smiled but there's something missing the girl who at least cared for me. I'm waiting for her. Still waiting and the alarm rang and we started intruducing our selves to new class mate. I'm still waiting for her maybe she's not present for today but maybe tomorrow she's here i check the class monitor but her name not listed. Maybe she's in the other section and i asked to his closest friend and told me she transferred from city and studied there know i feel sad and pain and asking my self why she transferred and i just accepted still not knowing reason why she left her friends I add her in my fb that i created and i waiting and waiting to accept my friend request. 6 months later she accepted my request 2 weeks before i notice she's in my friend list i chat with her and she replied you didn't read my message she told me. I can't access my old account so thats why i didn't saw your old message and i say sorry to her for ignoring and mocking her another year past and i can't stop thinking about her she i wish i could forget her. Year(2019) The day has come to that point where cold and forget every thing where both grade 10 i don't show i miss her but deep inside
i really really want to see her one last time but theres nothing to do now.

I wish and i hope that she and her family is safe and happy. Hope she feels truly belong with her new classmates im thanking her for showing how to love, care and support as for me i will never ignore and betray my new friends and my classmates. One day random girl send me a friend request i stalk her facebook and i saw one mutual friend and it was my gbf immediately accepted and she sent me a sticker that says hi and i answered hello, do you know ahniya??? BTW thats my old girl best friend name. She replied yes she's my cousin and im confused she said that they both studied at the same elementary school where i went to but she transferred to lanao del norte. We chat every day and every night. She feels me, Care's about me and i was same to her i just met her in internet she called me her very own Boy best friend after a few months there's something connection beet wen us its like its more than just a friend shes like my first girl best friend ahniya but she loves me more than just a friend she acts and she loves
me like a boy friend, same feelings for her same vibe but where aware that this is not allowed and it really hurts(PLOT TWIST) that..... Relihiyon ko ay ✝️Kristiano at silang dalawa naman ay Parehas na☪️ Muslim ah. I respect them as they respect me and my religion